Jesus Isn't Decaf (By Naomi Meyers)

Determination alone had him placing one foot in front of the other as he ascended the mountain. It had been an incredible day. Incredibly long. Incredibly emotional. Incredibly miraculous. From the moment he’d spoken to Ahab, arranging the confrontation with the prophets of Baal, things had been non-stop. People had been gathered. Altars had been built. Bulls had been butchered. Offerings had been arranged. Impotent chants and cries of Baal’s followers had crescendoed, destined to go unanswered. After hours of increasingly wild antics, they’d been forced to admit their god wasn’t planning to answer, wasn’t even capable of doing so. 

Elijah’s God was. Both capable of and planning to answer. In an astounding answer to the sincere words of repentance that echoed across the silent assembly, the fire of the true God fell from Heaven, consuming the sacrifice. A sacrifice soaked in gallons of water. Not once. Not twice. Three times. When Elijah finally stopped the water brigade, nothing in that sacrifice was dry. It couldn’t have been. So utterly soaked was the entire altar that a rivulet of excess water ran down to fill the trench at the altar’s base. 

The people watched in skepticism. Murmurs went through the crowd. Wet wood doesn’t burn. Normally. But this wasn’t a normal day. As the prayer of Elijah lifted toward Heaven, God’s fire fell on earth, igniting the soggy sacrifice. Before their astonished eyes, it all burned. Every. Single. Part. Wet bull. Wet wood. Wet stones. Even the dust and excess water were consumed by the cleansing fire of Almighty God. It was amazing. It was awe-inspiring. It would have been a magnificent high point on which to end Elijah’s day. But it wasn’t a stopping point. There was still more to do. The prophets of Baal had to be dispatched and the prophet of God had a consultation at the top of Mount Carmel.

It was to this divine appointment Elijah was currently headed. Hiking up the mountainside, the aftermath of that enormous victory set in. Although blessed beyond measure to be part of God’s work in his day, Elijah was tired. Physically exhausted. Mentally spent. Emotionally drained. Faith alone carried him up that path. Confidence in God’s promise to end the drought had him continually moving forward. Deep-seated knowledge that torrential rain was gathering in the distance kept Elijah going until he reached the top of Mount Carmel. Once there, he collapsed to the ground, dropped his face to his knees, and began the next phase of God’s plan. Elijah prayed. Again.

There seems to be no record of the words Elijah prayed as he knelt prostrate before God. Our humanity having only a certain amount of usable energy leads one to believe his words were direct. A simple request for the actuation of the promised rain. He believed it was coming. The power of his faith could hear it building. As the words left his lips, his expectant heart thought for sure the skies would immediately darken. They didn’t. No sound of abundant rain met his ears. Thinking perhaps the clouds were still forming on the horizon, he sent his servant to check. Look toward the sea. Search the sky for clouds. Come back and report. Is the rain coming yet? 

How disappointed must Elijah have been when the first answer was negative. He’d spent an entire day building up to this grand event, yet his prayer had apparently fallen on deaf ears. Rain did not immediately start falling when the request left his lips. Floods did not roar in from the sea. The sky didn’t even begin to darken. According to human standards, not one thing happened when Elijah uttered his initial prayer. He didn’t give up. Couldn’t be persuaded to do so. His faith that the answer was coming kept him on his knees. Praying. And praying. And praying.  

Five more times Elijah’s servant would come back sadly shaking his head in response to the unasked question. Elijah kept praying, kept entreating Heaven for the promised result. His faith didn’t falter. His courage didn’t wane. His belief that what God promised would be performed didn’t tumble to the ground when he didn’t immediately see the answer. He didn’t give up in defeat when it seemed God had dashed off to help someone else. No. Elijah stayed right there. In the same spot, the same position. Face buried in his knees. Sobs wracking his body. Tears flowing. Heart-wrenching. Desperately willing God to answer in power and might with something tangible. Right there. Right then. Send rain. Not just because the earth was dry and barren and cracking. Not simply because crops and cattle were perishing. Elijah’s prayers weren’t all about ending the horrific drought. No. Elijah’s prayers were for the people. People who had spent the last several years buried in idol worship, following the desires of their own hearts, doing what was right in their own eyes. People who were constantly swaying between two different opinions. People who clearly needed sight before they were willing to cast their faith. As much as the earth needed to drink water for life, God’s people needed to drink the Water of Life. The plight of their souls depended on it. 

On his seventh trip to gaze over the sea, the servant’s shocked gaze landed on something different. Something new. Something unexpected. He hadn’t anticipated a cloud, small or otherwise. Somewhere between the second trek and the seventh, his faith had wobbled. He’d felt concern that God wasn’t going to answer, perhaps He’d had a change of plans. His heart ached for his faithful, fearless leader who believed God would send rain. It appeared his fervent prayers would go unanswered. Had he been the one doing the praying, the servant would have long since given up. Told himself he’d done enough. He’d prayed. He’d hoped. He’d believed. Now he could descend the mountain and go to bed. He’d done all he could do. It was up to God. Elijah would vehemently disagree. 

With every negative report, Elijah remained unmoved. His prayers for rain continued to ascend. He didn’t walk away and hope God would answer someday, whenever He chose. No. With every “no” answer, Elijah beseeched more. He refused to stop praying until the answer materialized. And it did. In a pounding, blinding, torrential rain, God responded to the prayers of Elijah. Fervent prayers. Faith-full prayers. Unceasing prayers. All met with abundant answers in God’s time, in God’s way, for God’s glory. Why? Because Elijah didn’t stop praying, didn’t stop believing, didn’t stop hoping and his faith became sight. (I Kings 18:41-46) 

Some days we pray the same way. We approach Heaven with the fervency and tenacity of Elijah asking God to send rain. Like the persistent widow in Jesus’ New Testament parable, we keep coming back, asking over and over again. refusing to give up. Our hearts twist and pull with the urgency of seeing God move and work and do the things we’ve so desperately been asking Him to do for such a long time. Racing to the window of our lives, we expectantly check the horizon, looking for a sign, a cloud, a drop of rain. When our searching gaze is met with nothing and we find ourselves suspended in the tension between our urgent prayers and God’s wise delay, the evil one swoops in and suggests we just give up. Quit praying. Stop hoping. Abandon our faith. It would be so easy to do so. 

Don’t you dare do it. Don’t you dare give up, throw in the towel, or surrender to the whining voice of the evil one filling your head with lies. Keep praying. Keep hoping. Keep believing. Keep the faith. Like Elijah bowed before the Lord in consistent, desperate, intercessory prayer for the people and land around him, keep praying for the people and situations that burden your soul. Even when you can’t see the answer. Even when you don’t see progress. Even when it feels like God isn’t listening. He is and He rewards those who seek Him in faith, believing that what He has promised He will unfailingly do. (Hebrews 11:6; I John 5:14; I Peter 3:12; Psalm 66:17-20)

At the end of Jesus’ parable of the persistent widow, He asks a question we often overlook, but shouldn’t. A question that should make us evaluate ourselves, our prayer lives, our approach to the throne of God. Jesus asks, “When the Son of Man comes, will He find faith on earth?” Well, will He? If it rests on you alone, will He find faith that He will answer your prayers? Will He find consistent asking, seeking, knocking? Will He find your heart constantly bowed before Him in petition for rain. Spiritual rain. Drenching downpours of His Spirit. Showers of blessing on our lives. A deluge of the water of life on the parched landscape of our world. Will He find you praying still for the answer you’ve sought for a week, a year, a decade? If the Son of Man made His grand entrance into your prayer closet today, would He find your faith intact, your belief in His promises strong no matter how tired you are, no matter how worn you’ve become, no matter how many times you’ve looked for an answer and found none? Like Elijah, are you an example of faith on earth? (Luke 18:1-8; Ezekiel 34:26-27; Isaiah 55; Matthew 7:7-12; Zechariah 10:1)

I hope you are. No matter what you are praying for today, what you’ve been weeping over for the last week, what’s broken your heart and driven you to your knees for the last month, year or decade, I hope you are still praying. I hope you’re still actively watching for the answer. Why? Because I know our God. Our soul-saving, miracle-working, victory-bestowing God is still at work today. Just like He was for Elijah.  His power hasn’t depleted. His strength hasn’t failed. He’s still the same mighty God in whom Elijah placed every ounce of his faith. And He’s asking you to place your faith in Him too. Cast your cares on Him and let Him care for you. Call on Him and let Him answer. Cry out to Him and let Him find you, help you, heal your soul, meet your needs. No matter how many times you’ve prayed the same prayer, made the same request, laid the same soul at His feet. Keep praying. Keep believing. Be faithful to keep the faith today, tomorrow, always. When the Son of Man comes, may He find you faithfully faith–full. (Jeremiah 33:3; I Peter 5:7-10; Isaiah 59:1; I Chronicles 28:9; Romans 12:12; Psalm 55:16,17; Mark 11:22; Psalm 145:13)

The words rained down like echoes from the past. Words so similar to those spoken to another prophet in another time concerning other people in another land. Strong words. Hard words. Words so heavy it felt nearly impossible to squeeze them past his tightened throat and parched lips. Words the hearers had no desire to hear. Necessary words. Words of warning. Words of repentance. Words of change. A call for the people to lay aside their own willful desires and return to their God in humility and obedience. A cry for them to hear and learn and embrace God’s truth as their own. Without these words, the people would continue to wander, continue to stray, continue to sin. They would die that way. In their sin. Eternity stretching before them in a long, dark, hopeless night. Unless he spoke the words. The unpopular, unpleasant, unwelcome truth of God. He wasn’t excited about it. Wasn’t thrilled with the possible deadly results. Jeremiah might even have taken the long way to the house of the Lord that day. His reluctance obvious. His internal struggle intense. Just like the hesitant prophet before him. (Jeremiah 26:1-6)

Jonah had found himself in a similar situation. God’s call to warn Nineveh of impending disaster due to their scandalous ways found him hopping a nearby ship and sailing in the opposite direction. For as far as it took him. As the sea kicked off and the boat rocked and swayed, Jonah found himself face to face with the consequences of his own disobedience. It wasn’t pretty. Options for escape were limited. His overboard route took him on a tour of a large fish’s intestinal tract and brought him face to face with himself, his sin, and his God. It was a time of soul-searching. A time of repentance. A time when Jonah made the choice to really sell out to God, no matter the cost. A time when Jonah was determined to speak God’s truth. To himself. To others. In Nineveh. (Jonah 1-3:3)

Had there been a way to hop aboard a nearby ship and sail away, Jeremiah might have followed Jonah’s lead. An ocean getaway seemed highly preferable to his current contentious position, even if the accommodations were the cramped quarters of a fishy stomach. He’d also happily accept the response Jonah received when he finally reached Nineveh and began to speak God’s truth. That had been truly miraculous! The people listened! They repented! They dropped everything, abandoned their hedonistic lifestyles, set aside their rampant sin, and fell to their knees in fasting and prayer. They believed God! It was a response Jeremiah would have been thrilled to receive. But the people of Judah were of a different mindset. The only truth they wanted to believe was that of their own misguided hearts. Speaking the words here, to a people so deeply entrenched in their own manufactured ideals, would no doubt end much differently than Jonah’s mission. 

Jeremiah wasn’t wrong. As he’d known they would, the words he had spoken in obedience to God had fallen on wilfully deaf ears. Everyone was angry with him. Livid, really. Priests. Prophets. People. Their rebellious hearts, convicted by the truth of his words, twisted and writhed inside them. The ugly mess within erupted in rash actions without. Snatching Jeremiah by the arms, they dragged him to the gate, stood him before the officials and raised their complaint. 

The allegations were ugly. Jeremiah was a charlatan, a liar, a traitor. He was against them. Spitting out ugly threats of coming disaster and demise for their city and themselves. Telling them to change their ways. Saying they weren’t right before God. They called heresy! Refused to believe him. Resented the fact he’d even say such things about them. Called loudly for the officials to take their side, rebuke Jeremiah, and send him to his death. 

It was Jeremiah’s moment. His time to speak. His opportunity to defend himself, his words, his God. His option to take it all back, succumb to the alleged truth the people wanted to hear, candy-coat God’s words, soft-sell the coming judgment. He chose the first option. Looking squarely in the face of those able to condemn him to death, Jeremiah spoke God’s truth. The city and the people therein were a mess. Selfish. Disobedient. Headed for certain destruction. His words were their warning. Their lifeline. Repent. Change. Obey. Be saved from certain disaster. Simple words. Honest words. Words that could send him to an early grave. He spoke them anyway. At a time when God’s truth was unwelcome, unpleasant, unheard of, Jeremiah bravely, staunchly spoke it anyway. 

Waiting for the official decision must have felt interminable. His heart thundered in his chest. His breath lodged in his throat. His instincts urged him to break free and run. It must have taken all his strength to calmly stand and wait. His life hung in the balance. There was nothing more he could do to swing the vote in his favor. He’d said everything God told him to say. Yet knowing he’d been completely obedient didn’t stop his mind from running away with his thoughts. How long does it take to die from stoning? Or would they simply run him through with a sword? Drag him out into the wilderness alone to die? Would death be slow and torturous or painfully quick? It didn’t matter. He’d do it all over again. Jeremiah would speak God’s truth again and again. Because he deemed obedience to God worth anything, worth everything. Even death.  

Admittedly, it was touch and go for a few minutes. The officials seemed to be at a bit of an impasse. It could go either way. Micah of Moresheth had prophesied similar words. When he entreated the Lord, disaster had been averted. Uriah had also prophesied similar disasters. They had sought him down and killed him. The weight of responsibility sat heavily on their shoulders. They could keep him alive and hopefully avert disaster or give him over to death and take future responsibility for the coming onslaught. They needed to choose carefully. Their decision would be final. If death were the choice, it would be immediate. The priests, prophets, and people would happily lob stones at Jeremiah until he breathed his last right there at the gate. 

The people’s thirst for blood was destined to go unfulfilled. One man on the council stood with Jeremiah. Shielded him. Kept him from death. It was a near miss. It wouldn’t stop the preaching. It wouldn’t end the sharing of God’s words, His warnings. It wouldn’t stop Jeremiah from risking his life to speak God’s truth in a social construct that encouraged each individual to speak their own truth. Verbalize their own opinions. Follow their own paths. Demand validation of their actions whether godly or not. They simply weren’t interested in hearing from God unless it was a pat on the head and a blind eye to their sin. Nothing has changed in the intervening centuries. (Jeremiah 26:7-24; Jeremiah 11:8)

We live in the exact same society. People happily traipsing through life seeking their own way. Twisting the Bible to approve their actions. Underlining the words they like. Lining through the parts they hate. In anger and conviction over their obvious sins, they rail against those upholding God’s laws, assigning them names similar to the things people called Jeremiah. Bigots. Hypocrites. Liars. Haters. And God’s people stand in fear, holding the line, but wondering how long it will be before these same people call for discrimination and death to those who hold fast to the true teachings of God’s Word. (II Timothy 3:2; Galatians 5:19; Romans 8:7; Deuteronomy 4:2)

It’s so tempting to join the club. So tempting to simply smile and nod as the people around us spew out corrupt interpretations of Scripture that allow them to sin and follow their own inclinations. We dare not do it. God’s Word, His laws, His expectations never change. You can count on them. No matter which voice is the loudest in the room. Regardless which argument falls the nicest on your ears. In spite of how persuasive the voices of the world can be. Do. Not. Give. In. You can’t afford to. Your soul is worth more than that. Your eternity is so much more precious than the baubles and trinkets the world is selling. Even when it feels treacherous and terrifying, obedience to God is worth everything, worth anything. Even social rejection, discrimination, and hate. (Matthew 5:11-13; Luke 6:22; Exodus 23:2; John 15:18-19; Matthew 7:13-14; Romans 12:2)

So be obedient. In a society that extravagantly celebrates speaking your own truth, I challenge you to speak God’s truth instead. To yourself. To others. I challenge you to grab your Bible and study it. Old Testament. New Testament. Genesis to Revelation. Lean in to every account, every proverb, every parable. Listen to God as He speaks to you. Let Him teach you His truth, the only truth, the eternal truth. Learn His requirements for living. Understand His desires for humanity. Know God’s truth. Then go speak it. Boldly. Even when it is unpopular. Even when it is uncomfortable. Even when it flies in the face of the current social agenda. Speak it anyway. In Jonah’s place. In Jeremiah’s stead. No matter the outcome. Be faithful. Be courageous. Preach the message. Speak God’s truth. (Ephesians 4:15, 6:10-16; James 1:22-25; Zechariah 8:16; II Corinthians 2:17, 4:2; Galatians 4:16; John 17:17; Joshua 1:8; Psalm 119:105)

Her announcement came as a surprise. It shouldn’t have. He should have seen it coming. Even at his advanced age he should have recognized the lust for power in Adonijah’s eyes. He should have done something about it before things reached this chaotic state, before the boys had chosen sides, before the rift in his family became irreparable, before a portion of his faithful men broke off to form a different alliance. He should have made the decree, named a successor so much sooner. He hadn’t. 

Until he’d actually found himself in such a helpless state, it had been difficult to accept his own mortality. So hard to picture someone else in his place, on his throne, ruling his people. His mind still wandered back to the warrior he’d been. More active. More fit. His eyes had been clearer, his mind sharper. He’d spent very little time imagining the day when he couldn’t or wouldn’t sit on the throne. Unfortunately, with no permission from him, David’s health had declined. His body transitioned from fit to frail. And his boys were fighting among themselves. Again.

From the moment David’s body had begun to show signs of aging, Adonijah had been planning his own succession. Plotting a coup. Preparing a takeover. As the beautiful Abishag attended the ailing king, Adonijah rallied his troops. Gathered horsemen and chariots. Conferred with his military advisor. Spoke with Abiathar the priest. Summoned the royal officials. Offered a grand sacrifice of sheep, oxen, and fattened calves. Exalted himself to rule over the people. Celebrated with all his brothers. Everyone except Solomon.

Solomon’s name was conspicuously missing from the guest list. As was that of Nathan the prophet. Neither was invited to share in the celebration or bless the self-appointed king. Why? Because Adonijah knew he had no business engaging in such activities. He clearly knew that Solomon was destined to ascend the throne. Perhaps he’d been told of his father’s promise to Bathsheba. Maybe everyone knew. Perhaps God’s decree that Solomon rule and build His temple had gone out among the people. Or maybe  Adonijah had a habit of skulking the palace halls, eavesdropping on conversations not meant for his ears. It really doesn’t matter. He knew his actions were outside the scope of blessing. Apparently, he also thought he wouldn’t get caught. (I Chronicles 28)

Humanity is silly like that. Busy rushing about thinking no one will notice our machinations to get our own way over God’s or our epic tantrums when what we planned is thwarted. The people around us look on and wonder at our antics. Question our motives. And weigh in their hearts if following Jesus is worth it based on the actions and reactions they see from us. 

The people of Israel weren’t ignorant of the hullabaloo Adonijah was making. They knew he’d gone to a lot of fuss to convince them he was the logical choice for king. Clearly he believed they would follow along without asking questions or waiting for guidance. He was wrong. They were watching David. They were waiting for his decision. They weren’t going to switch their allegiance until their king gave the signal. Every eye was on David. Watching for his next move. Waiting for his next decree. Everyone except Bathsheba. 

She didn’t have time to sit about waiting with bated breath to see if the aged and ailing king would remember his promise. She couldn’t take the chance that he’d breathe his last before he remembered to name her son his successor. She wasn’t in a position to sit and wait and watch. Bathsheba needed action. She needed David to speak up. Their lives depended on David keeping his promise. Without it, they would be deemed offenders, destined for death. Adonijah wasn’t bent toward compassion. He wouldn’t set her up in a little hillside cottage to live out her days. He wouldn’t give her son the opportunity to quietly farm a small plot of land. No. Bathsheba knew what would happen if David didn’t act. She didn’t have time to wait. 

Desperation had her acquiescing to the plan Nathan presented. Approaching the king’s sickbed, she outlined in vivid detail the recent happenings in town, the division between his sons, the confusion of the people, the alleged kingship of Adonijah. She didn’t mince words or soft-sell the dire situation outside the confines of his bed chamber. Things were a mess. Out of control. Sick, dying, only partially lucid, it didn’t matter, David needed to do something. Bathsheba was there to make sure he did. In carefully respectful words she issued the reminder David needed to raise him from his rest and set things to rights, “All eyes are on you, waiting to see who you endorse as king.” (I Kings 1:1-21)

There’s something in the desperate words of Bathsheba that should screech our minds to a halt as we read them. Make us read them again.  Force us to personalize them. Consider who might be scrutinizing our lives. Stir our hearts to examine every word before it leaves our lips. Rethink every action before it moves our hands. Because nothing has changed from then until now. The eyes of the people are on us. They are watching those who call themselves followers of God. They are waiting to see where our allegiance lies and if it will stay there when tough times come, in the face of trials and troubles, in the throes of persecution. The people around you–family members, friends, co-workers, neighbors–are watching your every move, waiting to see if Jesus is truly your king or if you are embracing an interloper on the throne of your heart. Believe me, they know the difference. (I Timothy 4:16; Colossians 3:1-4, 4:2-6; I Thessalonians 5:11, 13-22)

No matter what faith they claim or eschew, the people watching your life know who is on the throne of your kingdom. It speaks more loudly from actions than words, screaming out of every facial expression, every derisive snort, every compassionate act. What you do for Jesus is so much more impactful than what you say about Him. Why? Because all eyes are on you. Watching. Waiting. Wondering how you will respond to the situations that happen in every person’s life. The disappointments. The surprises. The frustrations. The concerns. All eyes are on you to show them who to choose, who to serve, who to let rule their lives. (Ephesians 5:1-2; John 14:21-24; Luke 6:36; Philippians 2:5-15)

As the anointing oil landed on Solomon’s head, running down his face to trickle off the end of his beard, he must surely have felt the heavy mantle of responsibility fall on his shoulders. The eyes of the people would be on him now. He would have to lead them in righteousness and truth. He would have to steer them to follow God. It was an enormous responsibility. Overwhelming. Unsettling. Heavy. Exactly the same things you should have felt when you read the words of Bathsheba to David and internalized them. All eyes are on you. Your actions. Your words. Your expressions. So live like Jesus. Every day. All day. Act like Jesus. Make your life glorify God and announce to all the onlookers that you have chosen Him to be king of your life. Live in a way that encourages others to crown Him king of their lives too. If everyone is watching, what are they learning from you? (Ephesians 4:22-24, 32; I John 2:6; II Corinthians 5:17; I Kings 1:39, 3:9)

The prayer meeting had been impromptu. They could just as easily have banded together in prayer from the relative safety of their own homes. Desperation laced with fear had brought them creeping out of darkened doorways, sneaking down alleys, slipping around corners, quietly knocking at the door of their established meeting place. The need to be together felt urgent. The current social climate demanded the strength and support of being physically present with one another. The necessity of presenting a united front against the impending onslaught of persecution was obvious. Things were changing for the worst. King Herod was on a rampage. 

Like a cat with a mouse, Herod batted and swiped at the church members. Harassing. Taunting. Terrorizing. James had been beheaded. Peter had been imprisoned. Rumors of his impending murder were not exaggerated. It was only a matter of time. Herod was having a heyday and society was loving it. The general population heralded his success. His group of devotees was growing. His actions were widely applauded. It was a terrifying popularity contest. At least for the church. Unpopular because of their faith and teachings of the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of sins, each member knew their names were somewhere on the growing list of offenders destined for the edge of the sword. (Acts 12:1-4)

It made them jumpy. Edgy. Anxious. Trepidation had them constantly checking over their shoulders. Peeking around corners. Taking the circuitous route to avoid being followed. So when the knock sounded on the door of their meeting place, fear-filled gazes met across the room. Lips previously engaged in earnest prayer fell silent. Stomachs clenched. Hands turned to ice. Hard lumps formed in throats. They weren’t expecting anyone else. No one knew they’d gathered. At least they didn’t think so.

Shaking in her sandals, the servant girl, Rhoda, bravely tiptoed her way to the front of the house. No one polite would call around after dark except in case of an emergency. The knock could mean nothing good. Resting her hand on the cool wood of the door and drawing in a fortifying breath, she calmly requested the caller’s identity. Who were they? What did they want? Caught up in the terrified imaginations of her own mind, she completely forgot to open the door when the responding voice shot joy through her veins. Peter was back!     

Whirling around, her face split in a radiant smile, Rhoda raced into the prayer gathering, interrupting their intercession with news she was certain would turn their mourning into exaltation. Screeching to a halt in the doorway, she gushed the news that Peter was there. Peter was safe! Peter was free! Their prayers had been answered! It must have felt like the wind was completely stolen from her sails when the prayer warriors stared back in skepticism. They didn’t believe her. Not one of them. No one believed God had done the miraculous. In spite of their prayers. No matter their begging. Regardless how worn their knees had become. Not one person in that prayer meeting, who had spent the last several days or hours bent before God, asking Him to work, believed He had done so. Begging the question, why were they even praying in the first place? (Acts 12:12-17)

If they didn’t believe God would answer, if they didn’t think He would bless them with a miracle, if they were teetering on the brink of unbelief, why had they invested so much time and energy in prayer, asking God to do something they didn’t actually expect Him to do?  In such dire circumstances, why had they engaged in “wait and see” praying? When their faith so clearly needed the boost, why did they refuse to believe Rhoda, the servant girl, was right? Why did Peter have to keep knocking? Why did he have to stand outside for so long? Why did they have to go and see him for themselves before believing? If they weren’t expecting an answer, why were they even praying in the first place? 

Perhaps it wasn’t that they were expecting no answer, but that they believed the answer must fall within the parameters they themselves had erected. Perhaps they prayed for Herod’s demise and an end to all persecution. Maybe they requested the enhancement of Peter’s fortitude as he remained imprisoned. Perhaps they begged for a quick and painless transition from earth to glory for their beloved apostle and friend. Maybe they simply asked for God’s will to be done, for guidance and direction through the social and religious minefield of their day, and for protection in such treacherous times. Maybe their tired faith couldn’t conceive a miraculous midnight rescue. But they got it, because when God’s people earnestly pray, God answers. Exceedingly. Abundantly. Miraculously. The proof was at the door. (Ephesians 3:20)

Earlier that night, as Peter lay heavily chained and closely guarded, the angel of God came on a rescue mission. Striding past the sentries at the prison doors, he walked down the hall to Peter’s cell, entering without a key. No one moved. Not the soldiers left to guard duty. Not another inmate. Not Peter. Even as light flooded the room, they slept on. Impatiently poking Peter in the side, the angel urged him to action. “Get up. Get moving. Get dressed. Get out of here.” 

In a near comatose state, Peter did as he was told. Struggling to his feet, he stared at his hands in amazement as the heavy chains fell away. Snatching up his clothes, shoes, and cloak, he fell in step behind the angel. Confidently they walked. Past the first guard. Past the second guard. Straight up to the iron gate that led to the city. It would be locked. It always was. Except it wasn’t. Without a squeak or groan it opened on their approach. All alone. No one was there. No one opened it. No one had accidentally left it unlocked. The wind wasn’t blowing. Just as He had for every step of Peter’s miraculous prison break, God had opened the gate to the city, completing his escape. 

Knowing he’d need to leave the city entirely, Peter made one stop before leaving town. A stop even more necessary than him preaching at his next destination. Mary’s house. People needed to see the answer to their prayers. They needed to know that even when their faith wavered and their hope sagged, God was still hearing and answering their prayers in ways they could barely believe. Peter needed to make that final stop on his way out of town to live out one final message to the believers there. Don’t stop praying. Ever. No matter what. God is listening. God is working. Even if the outcome doesn’t look the way you thought it should or hoped it would. Keep praying. God will answer at just the right time, in just the right way. Steady faith or faltering hope. Don’t give up. Just keep praying. (Acts 12:6-12, 17; Colossians 4:2; Psalm 66:19; Romans 12:12)

There’s never been a more timely message. As the cold shoulder of society turns more and more against those of true faith and following Christ, our earnest prayers shoot heavenward with greater urgency than ever before. For ourselves. For our children. For our nation. For our world. Those prayers are often teeming with desperate ideas and meticulous plans of what and where and how God needs to act. Sometimes we get so focused on begging God to adhere to our prescribed course of action, we miss the miraculous work He does instead. We don’t see His plan in the delayed paperwork. We can’t trace His hand in the unfortunate accident. We find ourselves literally scared to trust His heart in the situations closest to ours because we can’t imagine they are as important to Him as they are to us. Yet they are. God cares about every nuance of your life. Every circumstance. Every situation. Every. Single. Thing. And He is working. Constantly. Tirelessly. Endlessly. Even when you can’t see it. Even when your heart fails to believe it. Even when your head says you should just give up. Don’t stop praying. Don’t give up. Steady faith or faltering hope. God will answer. Just keep praying. (Luke 18:1-8; James 5:16; Jeremiah 2:12; Psalm 91:15; I John 5:14; Philippians 4:6; I Thessalonians 5:17; Psalm 37:7; Lamentations 3:5; Micah 7:7; Romans 8:25)

She could barely stand the sight of him. Angry, red, seeping sores covered every inch of visible skin. Pus oozed. Blood trickled. Scabs formed. Pain radiated from his eyes. Horror emanated from hers. Her stomach churned as she determinedly forced herself to look at him. Bile rose in the back of her throat as he scraped the pottery shard down his skin again, wiping the drainage on an overused rag at his side. Desperately she wanted to look away. Avert her eyes. Turn from the abominable scene before her. She couldn’t. This was absolutely the last straw. The final terror. She had to make him listen to reason. God had made His point. Stripped them of everything earthly they held dear. The only thing left to lose was their lives. It had to be enough. She couldn’t take it anymore. Job needed to relent, admit he was no match for the atrocities that overtook them. He needed to give in. Give up. Bow to the pressure. Curse the God he’d served so well. Renounce his faith. Rescind his integrity. Surrender himself to the illness ravaging his body. And die. 

Death would surely be better than the abject humiliation they had suffered. It couldn’t possibly be worse. Her mortifying walk to Job’s new living quarters outside the city had proven the fact. One would expect folks to show more compassion for a woman who had lost everything in such a short period of time, yet no one seemed impressed by her enormous loss. Flocks and herds they’d worked so hard to raise. Servants they’d acquired. Wealth and social status upon which she’d relied. Children she’d carried, painfully birthed and carefully raised. All of it was gone. The shock was overwhelming. The grief literally stole her breath. It seemed her heart would break. Yet still it wasn’t over. 

Before she’d had time to absorb the whole of her grief, her husband, the last precious thing she had, was stricken with boils and forced to take up residence outside the gates. In spite of her cleanliness, her obvious wholeness of health, people gave her a wide berth as she walked through town. Teenagers watched and whispered behind their hands. Men glued their backs to walls as she passed. Anxious mothers protectively swept unsuspecting toddlers behind their robes. Unsupervised children, curious by nature, followed at a distance to gawk through the gates at the gut-wrenching mess her husband had become. She knew they carried tales back into town. She’d overheard the exaltation of her enemies, the celebratory stories of how the mighty had well and truly fallen. 

She wasn’t having it. It had to stop. All of it. The horrors. The grief. The gossip. Feeling much as the remaining servants had felt as they breathlessly ran up to bear their awful news, she marched through the gates to face her disgraced husband. She had some things to say. Stopping beside his piteous form, forcing herself to gaze directly into Job’s blotchy, oozing face, she spoke the words she’d been carefully rehearsing. Words that had been running over and over again in her brain. Words that came from a place of emotion and loss, frustration and anger, fear and hopelessness. Words she probably didn’t even mean, but couldn’t stop herself from saying. Enough was enough. God was clearly not impressed with Job or his faithfulness. He obviously wasn’t going to come racing to their rescue. The seething rage riding just below the surface finally bubbled to the top. Job needed to face the facts, be honest with himself. He needed to quit God, give way to the illness, and give himself up to death.

 The man was too stubborn for his own good! Sitting there, aching and irritated by his physical issues, he still had the nerve to defy her, correct her, deny her. In fact, he had the audacity to compare her to the foolish women in town, ruled by their emotions, allowing anything and everything to roll from their lips. He’s clearly appalled by her suggestion. Curse God? Give up? Die? Not a chance! Job doesn’t even consider it. Doesn’t make a note. Doesn’t promise to think about it. No. He just strikes it down. Why? Because whether or not Job would eventually waver in his belief in God’s fairness and sovereignty, at that moment, covered in seeping, disgusting, agonizing boils, his belief in both remained firm. If God causes the rain to fall on both the good and the evil, should they not expect both pleasantness and adversity to affect everyone as well? (Job 1-2; Matthew 5:45)

This is obviously not an answer Job’s wife is prepared to accept. There must be a boil on the man’s brain! Foolish woman, indeed! Huffing in disgust and whirling around, she appears to walk away without a backward glance, leaving his care to the lamenting buddies that come to keep him company. Never again is she mentioned as visiting, bringing food, clean clothes, or soothing ointment. Perhaps her stomach couldn’t handle the sight or her anger remained kindled for the entirety of his illness. Either way, beyond a passive mention in one of Job’s responses, his wife gets no more ink in the remaining forty chapters of the book. Not even an honorable mention when Job acquires ten more children! So what’s the point of memorializing her tantrum in the first place? Is it about showcasing Job’s integrity? Is it about comparing her attitude with his? Or is it a looking glass for every soul who reads this account? (Job 31:9-10)

For the first time in my life, I tend to think it’s the latter. After all the times I’ve read the book of Job and pondered its words, after sitting through college discussions of the recorded events, after reading the thoughts of commentators and historians and people of far greater intellect than myself concerning the content of Job, I find I cannot stop hearing the voice of God and seeing His finger underline the few lines dedicated to Job’s wife. There’s a lesson for us in her words and actions. There’s a mirror in which to see ourselves. We have only to look. 

We rarely stop and feel the emotions behind the words of Job 2:9. We fail to feel her grief. We are deaf to her pain and fear, humiliation and hopelessness. We are indifferent to the aching, raging pain of losing every single one of her children at the exact same moment. We remain blind to the fact that she is a victim of the same set of circumstances that have us deeply pitying Job. We feel no sympathy, no empathy for the woman who is suffering alongside him. We have not one care about what her future looks like in a day when women had no rights without a man to stand for them. We ignore her obvious feelings of impotence, awarding her only passing attention as we celebrate the grand story of a great man. We read her rash words and judge her with a harshness we would never want used on ourselves. Yet if we look closely, answer honestly, we see a recognizable reflection staring back from the frustrated words she spoke to her husband outside the city gates. We see ourselves. Because we’ve all been there. 

At some point in our lives, tragedies, trials and tribulations have bombarded our souls in relentless attacks. We find ourselves peeking around corners, surreptitiously glancing at the sky, jumping every time the phone rings, anxiously waiting for the other shoe to drop. As we sit there, draped in grief, surrounded by fear, steeped in anxiety and frustration, the claws of panic squeezing ever more tightly around our throats, the evil one has come in for the kill. He’s put thoughts in our minds and words in our mouth that sounded much like the ones Job’s wife uttered centuries ago. Temptations to quit serving God because we didn’t get our way, because tragedy struck, because our hopes and dreams aren’t happening as quickly as we hoped. He happily highlights how we can make our own wants and wishes happen in a timely manner while downplaying the pitfalls of our best-laid plans. He points to a pretty, rock-free path, easily trod that looks so lovely but takes us far away from God. So often, our grief-clouded minds follow. Our desperate hearts, grasping at the last strands of our dilapidated dreams, get distracted and we run down that pathway. We believe the lies. About God. About ourselves. About the future we could have if we just try a different, lesser, easier way. 

It will never work. There is no pathway that will avoid pain and suffering, grief and woe. The Bible never promised or promoted that. The only one who ever said it is the evil one himself and we all know he’s a liar. But God is honest. Honest about the trials, temptations, and tribulations that would beset us. Honest about the tragedies and troubles. Honest about the discomforts and unpleasantness of this fallen world. And He was honest about where He’d be through them all. With us. He is not aloof or untouched by our infirmities, upsets, agonies. He is not ignorant of our fears and worries and cares. God is not standing far off waiting for our lives to even out and be pleasant again. He is right there in the trenches with us. He feels our grief. He hears our cries. He collects all our tears in a bottle, meticulously recording them in His book. Why? Because God never forgets His children. He never abandons us. He never leaves us alone. He is our Emmanuel. He is with us. Always. And you can trust Him. (John 8:44; Matthew 1:23; Hebrews 4:15; Psalm 139:13; Psalm 34:17-20; Psalm 56:8; Isaiah 53:4; Hebrews 13:5)

Wherever you are today, whatever you are facing, I hope you remember Job’s wife. Remember the woman steeped in horrifically tragic circumstances beyond her control. Remember that she was bereft of hope and help. Remember how the evil one took advantage of her vulnerable state. Remember that he’ll do it to you too. When things go epically wrong, when tragedy strikes, when your hopes and dreams lay in ashes at your feet, the evil one will start yammering in your head about haring off on your own, handling things better than God. Don’t fall for it. Don’t believe it. It’s all lies. You’ll end up down some dead-end road you never intended to follow, brokenhearted and lost, desperately in need of a rescue, missing out on the future blessings God has for you. So stay faithful. Don’t abandon the God who has proven Himself true over and over again. Don’t remove your faith from Him or take your hand from His no matter your circumstances or situation. Trust Him to be with you. Speak His name and know it is true. Emmanuel. God is with you. Always. (Deuteronomy 31:6,8; Matthew 28:20; Psalm 139:7; Psalm 145:18; Isaiah 41:10; Romans 8:35-39; I Peter 5:8; Psalm 37:3-5)