Jesus Isn't Decaf (By Naomi Meyers)

Lot had finally made a decent decision! It was about time! This nomadic lifestyle was wearing on her nerves. Constantly drifting from place to place. Tearing down and setting up their tent whenever the urge to move hit Lot’s uncle. It wasn’t the life she’d dreamed of. There was no stability, no permanence, no creature comforts. None of the things she hoped to have when raising her children. 

This decision to settle somewhere apart from Abram and Sarai was a relief. Not that she didn’t like them. She did. She just didn’t like their lifestyle. She wanted something more, something better. A place to settle down, put down roots, build a home, raise a family. And Lot had finally found just the place! 

The city of Sodom was amazing. Excitement jolted through her veins as she gazed at it. Glistening skyline rising up to grace the horizon of the well-watered Jordan Valley. Statues and buildings gleaming in the rays of golden afternoon sun. Lush gardens, abundant with every conceivable fruit and vegetable dotted the landscape. Flourishing vineyards, heavily laden with grape perfection flowed over the rolling hills. Streams dissected the valley flowing into oases, then gurgling on to water the next garden or fill the next well. It was certainly the perfect place to settle down, raise a family, build a life! (Genesis 13:10-12)

It would have been safer to stay in the tent. Although beautiful in appearance, the heart of Sodom was enveloped in darkness. Guided by the selfishness of their sin-filled hearts, the people of the city willfully and gleefully engaged in egregious sins. Chasing solely after the desires of their own hearts, they embodied the words later penned by the Psalmist, “God does not see”. No one respected God. No one sought righteousness. No one lamented the evil of their ways. Instead, they relished them. Approved them. Guarded them. It was a terrible place to settle down, raise a family, build a life. (Psalm 94:7; 10:2-11; 14:3; 59:7)

Logically, a reputation such as this would have preceded them. Certainly travelers would carry the tales of Sodom’s riotous living from one town to the next. Surely at least one previous resident had spread dire warnings of their unchecked depravity. Reason dictates neither Lot nor his wife could not have been completely ignorant of the town’s dubious distinction. Yet, as they gazed out over the lush, fertile valley with its promise of plush living, easy gardening, and well-watered cattle, their traitorous minds excused what their ears had heard so their selfish hearts could have the lifestyle for which they longed. Comfort. Wealth. Ease. (Genesis 13:10-19)

After the initial tent pitching outside of Sodom’s gates, they inched closer and closer until they were finally living inside the city. It was everything she hoped it would be! More, actually. They built the home she’d always wanted. Raised lovely daughters. Created a life for themselves among the natives. Accepted their ways. Embraced their ideals. Followed their habits. Integrated themselves so well it was impossible to tell they were actually foreigners. Their social calendars were filled with parties and dances and nights of revelry. Every dream she ever had was fulfilled inside the gates of Sodom.  

Unfortunately for Lot’s wife, God was not so enamored with her city. He had gotten a lot of complaints about the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah. Stories of depraved gatherings. Tales of unspeakable sins. Rumors of the blatant flouting of all things good and right and holy. He had seen them too. They grieved His heart. The gorgeous valley He created had been desecrated. It had to be made right. So He did.

Arriving at the city gates late in the day, two angels of the Lord came face to face with Lot. Rising to meet them, Lot bowed in a grand gesture of respect and invited them to spend the night in his home. They were disinclined. Lot pressed harder. Perhaps he knew what dangers awaited them if they should spend the night in the street. The natives of Sodom were indeed restless. Finally, they acquiesced, but before they could lie down to sleep, the villagers were banging on the house, harassing Lot to bring out his friends for nefarious purposes. Lot refused. 

Standing back watching the melee, embarrassed rage washed over Lot’s wife. What was Lot thinking? Was he thinking? Those people begging entrance were their friends, their neighbors, their emergency contacts. They had welcomed them into their city, accepted them into their society, aided them with child care and gardening tips and restaurant recommendations. Lot’s own daughters were betrothed to their sons. The people involved in the fracas outside had the power to socially eviscerate them. Why had Lot brought those two men home in the first place? And why had they come to town anyway? 

It would take very little time for that answer to be revealed. It did not fill her heart with joy. The sins of the city which she had so contentedly ignored were to be recompensed. Judgment was coming. Death. Destruction.  Devastation. As a favor to Abram, God was rescuing Lot and his family. They had to leave today. There was no time to alert friends. No moments for teary good-byes. No farewells to the girls’ fiancees. They had to go. Now. If they stayed, they’d never leave. Literally.     

It felt surreal, like a prank of mammoth proportions. She knew it wasn’t. She knew the words were true. The city would be utterly eradicated. All of it. Her lovely home. Her beautiful garden. The little pub she took tea at with friends. The mansion where they had partied all night. The people she counted as family. The things and lifestyle she loved. Everything would be gone. She knew she should feel gratitude for the rescuing angels, but all she could manage to feel was an acute sense of her own loss.

 As morning light filtered across the sky, glinting off the dew drops resting on luscious grapes and flowering plants, she dawdled. The angels of God urged and pressed them to gather their girls and leave. Still, she lingered. So did Lot. Maybe because he was sad to leave too. Likely because he was waiting on her, allowing time for final goodbyes to the culmination of her hopes and dreams. Finally, time ran out. Grabbing the family by their hands, the angels forcibly removed them to safety and left them with one final warning, “Go. Focus your eyes on your final destination and forget the things behind you. Do not stop. Do not look back.” (Genesis 19:1-17)

The sun had risen to nearly full strength as they reached their destination. Rumblings echoed behind them as God meted out just judgment on the cities of sin they had left behind. The temptation to look back was strong. Carefully averting his eyes, Lot hurried his daughters through the gate of Zoar to safety. Reaching back to tug his wife in too, his hand flailed in mid-air. She wasn’t there. She had turned around for one last glimpse of all she loved, of all she had lost, of where her heart was still planted, and in the turning, in the looking, in the wanting, she’d met her demise. (Genesis 19:23-28)

Although she’s never again mentioned in the Old Testament, centuries later, in the most solemn of dire warnings, Jesus tells us not to forget her. In three words collected together in one short sentence, He encapsulates the message God was trying to tell His people throughout the entire Old Testament. “Remember Lot’s wife.” Do not waver. Do not turn back. Do not long for the frills and thrills of Egypt or any other land you’ve had the opportunity to visit. Dedicate yourselves fully to me. Only to me. Stay that way. (Luke 17:32; Jeremiah 4:1; Deuteronomy 5:23; Joshua 1:7; I Kings 8:61) 

The words Jesus spoke to that New Testament gathering of Pharisees and disciples are a summation of the message He preached over and over again during His earthly ministry. “Remember Lot’s wife.” Remember what her love of sin did to her. Remember to what lengths her desire for the flesh pushed her. Remember how her attachment to the things of this world affected her. Do not be distracted by the same things. Do not turn back to look longingly at the things of the world. Do not waver in your determination to be faithful. Follow Me. Only Me. Always Me. 

It is not a suggestion. It is not optional. The call to follow Jesus without reservation is a requirement. The cost of looking back is high. The one who chooses not to daily bear their cross will never be Christ’s disciple. The one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back gains no admittance at Heaven’s gate. The one who seeks to preserve their earthly lifestyle and status will lose it to eternal damnation, but the one who willingly sacrifices all to gain Christ will find eternal joy. And, to the one who lays aside everything to seek God’s kingdom above all things, will be blessed beyond measure. Their cup will be full, pressed down, and filled again to overflowing. But you have to choose Jesus first. Jesus only. Jesus always. (Luke 9:23-24,57-62; Luke 17:30-33; Matthew 6:33-34; Luke 6:38; Matthew 10:22)  

I don’t know what’s behind you that has you looking back with longing. I don’t know what you have clutched tightly in your hot little hand. I don’t know what you wish to preserve about your current circumstances that has you waffling on complete consecration to Jesus Christ. I won’t even speculate. That’s not my job. I will say this. When Jesus calls you to follow Him, I hope you go with the exuberance of the disciples leaving nets and family and friends to follow. When Jesus asks you to sacrifice your time, your resources, your efforts to daily do His work, I hope you agree without counting the cost. And, when Jesus reminds you to keep your eyes focused solely on Him, I hope you remember Lot’s wife and fix your gaze with laser precision on Christ alone. I hope you don’t look back, turn back, or waver. What’s back there, anyway? Is it worth your eternity? Is it worth more than your soul? Is it better than Jesus? (Romans 14:17; Matthew 4:18-22, 16:24-26; Mark 1:16-24; Mark 8:26; Romans 12:1-2)

They were doing it wrong. Again. It wasn’t the first time they had brought improper sacrifices. Unacceptable sacrifices. Or no sacrifice at all. Many had been the times the people of God, His chosen possession, had failed where sacrifices were concerned. Many were the times the prophets had pointed out the error of their ways. Their inspired verbiage glaringly high-lighting the main point. The improper sacrifices were not an indication of God’s lack of provision. No. Those lame and blind, blemished and sick sacrifices were an indication, a measuring line, a thermometer gauging the profoundness of their contrition, the depths of their brokenness, the urgency of their desire to maintain a right relationship with God. The results of that weighing and measuring were abysmal. (Malachi 1:6-10, 13-14; Hosea 13:2-3,9)

It was no secret what proper sacrifices were to be. Even before the law was spoken through Moses, sacrifices were being made. Perfect sacrifices. The firstborn of Abel’s flock. The clean animals and birds coming with Noah from the ark. The near sacrifice of his own flesh and blood by their forefather, Abraham. The sacrifice of a multitude of lambs in the Israelite camps of Egypt as God worked His final act of redemption and release of His people from slavery. God had never made a secret of how an acceptable sacrifice should appear, nor had He hidden the acceptable attitude of the bearer’s heart. (Genesis 4:4; Genesis 8:20-22; Genesis 22; Exodus 12)

Watching from a distance, Cain’s stomach heaved as he watched Abel prepare the lamb for sacrifice. It boggled his mind how his brother could so faithfully, willingly, without a modicum of reticence slaughter an animal he’d raised from birth. A perfect animal. Unblemished. Healthy. Strong. Abel approached the task with acceptance, as if he’d raised the animal for that express purpose. It was wildly unsettling. But even more upsetting than the butchering was the fact that God was pleased. Pleased with the ruthless slaughter of an innocent animal. So pleased was He with Abel’s sacrifice that he immediately accepted it with gracious blessing and favor. How could He? How could a fair God choose one perfect sacrifice and reject the other? Was there more to it than simple favoritism?

The questions danced through Cain’s mind as he glanced over at his own sacrifice. It still lay there. It had not been accepted. Produce wilted by the sun. Wheat drying in the heat. Leeks beginning to rot. In spite of his sacrifice of perfect greens, glowing wheat, and gorgeous leeks–the best of his garden–God had chosen not to accept it. The fact galled him. Bringing it at all had almost broken him. He’d nearly turned and walked away before forcing himself to lay the work of his hands down in sacrifice before the Lord. His heart had ached at the waste. The requirement felt ridiculous. But duty called and he responded. Surely it had to be enough. 

It wasn’t. Even after Abel’s perfectly offered sacrifice was completely consumed and celebrated by God, Cain’s sacrifice lay wasted. Unaccepted. Refused. Denied. The unaccepted sacrifice ate at Cain’s soul, planting a crop of anger that would grow to mammoth proportions.  Bitterness, resentment, and hate would be the results. And because we know the story, we are left to wonder why God didn’t accept both sacrifices. Both came from the cream of their crop, the best they had. What made one acceptable and one not? (Genesis 4:1-5)

Scholars have long since wondered the same. Research has revealed many differing opinions. They are all speculation. The Bible doesn’t tell us exactly why Cain’s offering wasn’t accepted. It seems likely it was a heart deficiency, not a sacrifice deficiency. Turns out Cain had a multitude of heart problems. Anger was his first response to the unaccepted sacrifice. Not introspection. Not soul evaluation. Not once did Cain ask God where he’d gone wrong. Never did he entreat God for a remedy. No attempt to offer a second, more acceptable sacrifice was ever made. Worse, he offered no response, no concern when God issued the dire warning, “If you do not do well, sin is crouching at your door.” (Genesis 4:6-7) 

Because God is not a God of secret requirements at which one must guess how to please Him, Cain must certainly have known where his sacrifice veered off course. The fact that he chose not to rectify the error of his ways speaks to the posture of his heart both before and after the sacrifice. Anger. Bitterness. Resentment. At God. At Abel. At anything, anyone except himself. Cain never once took responsibility for his own shortcomings. Never once examined the attitude of his own heart. As an unfortunate result, he would be forced to bear the responsibility of his upcoming actions, to shoulder the consequences of the sin about which he was warned. 

Through the rage engulfing Cain’s soul, the evil one spoke from the door of his heart and convinced him the problem could be solved by the eradication of Abel. Anger and bitterness running amok, Cain invited Abel out to the field with him. A little brother bonding over the wheat harvest would be nice. None the wiser to the state of Cain’s heart, Abel obliged. He shouldn’t have. It didn’t end well. Instead of changing the posture of his heart to that of brokenness and contrition, Cain chose to add to his transgressions. 

Oblivious to the sin crouching at his brother’s door, Abel bent to the task of examining the harvest. Paying no attention to the field or the harvest, Cain focused solely on the hate consuming his soul. Overwhelmed by the need to be relieved of the constant reminder of his failure, his rage bubbled and boiled over. The harvesting tool in his hand became a weapon of revenge. The sin lying in wait, crouching at the door of Cain’s heart sprang into action. In cold blood he murdered his brother, burying him there, soaking the soil with innocent blood. 

It was not the soul-freeing event Cain imagined. Hardly had he laid his brother in the ground when God showed up. He had questions, wanted to know where Abel was. Finding his blood still boiled at just the mention of his brother’s name, Cain opted for innocence. Flippantly dismissing his responsibility, he swore to have no knowledge of his brother’s whereabouts. What a ridiculous thing to say to an omniscient God! A God who wasn’t confused about the day’s occurrences. A God who was, at that very moment, hearing Abel’s blood crying from the ground, begging for justice. And God gives it. The sacrifices Cain clearly despises are not over. More are coming. He’ll have to live with them. Forever. No longer will Cain cultivate and harvest the plants he loves. The soil wants nothing to do with him. He would listlessly wander the earth. Worse yet, the face of God will be hidden from him. (Genesis 4:8-14) 

The punishment was more than he could bear. No more planting and watering. No celebrating at the first green shoots breaking through the soil. No table laden with the fruits of his labor. No communion with God. No friendship with neighbors. The results of his half-hearted sacrifice were coming home to roost. Regrets were piling up. If only he’d willingly sacrificed. If only he’d listened when God spoke. If only he hadn’t been so consumed with duty and necessity that he’d offered a sacrifice of faith and contrition. If only he’d put his entire soul on the altar of sacrifice. What a difference it would have made! 

Nothing really changed from the day of Cain’s unacceptable sacrifice to the writings of Malachi. In fact, we are still very much the same today. So often we approach the sacrificial altar of God in the same manner we approach a diet plan. Yes to cauliflower. No to kale. We try to pick and choose which commands we will follow, what sacrifices we will make. We tell ourselves we can cherry-pick what we want, leave the rest, and still please God. But following God is not a diet plan. There is no such thing as “Jesus lite”. The commands of God, the sacrifices He requires are not optional. And your cheap, half-hearted, pared-down sacrifices won’t get you eternal salvation. Heaven is expensive. If you want to follow Jesus, truly be His disciple, it will cost you. (Luke 9:23-24; Proverbs 3:9; Jonah 2:9; Galatians 2:20; Matthew 16:24-26; Joshua 22:5)

I don’t know what God is asking you to sacrifice today. Friends. Status. Money. The big church with the wealthy congregation. The corner office. The fancy title. I don’t know what the attitude of your heart regarding that sacrifice is. Frustration. Angst. Irritation. Anger. I do know this. The sacrifices that please God come not from a place of reticent duty and necessity, but a heart of open contrition and willing brokenness. I know that you are called to present yourself, every single part of you, as a living sacrifice to God for His use alone. And I know your sacrifices will cost you. They will pinch and squeeze. They will be uncomfortable. They might even break your heart. Chin up. Those sacrifices, if willingly offered from a heart longing to draw closer to Jesus Christ, will never be rejected. Never. (Psalm 4:5, 51:17; Matthew 19:29; Romans 6:13, 12:1-2; I Samuel 15:22)

So choose your sacrifice wisely. Keep eternity’s landscape in view. Each destiny will cost you. One now. One later. One is absolutely worth it. One is undeniably not. The ultimate choice is yours. Will your sacrifice be complete and costly or inadequate and cheap? What will you give in exchange for your soul? (Mark 8:36-38; Matthew 16:26)

She recognized them the moment they slipped through the door. No one snuck into her establishment without her knowledge. They kept to the sidelines, clearly hoping to deflect unnecessary attention. Quietly, they waited their turn to acquire lodgings. Instincts on high alert. Eyes sharply focused. Ears finely tuned. Men on a mission. City assessors. Army evaluators. Spies. Israelites.

Their obvious belief that they had entered Jericho unbeknownst to the king was mildly humorous. The king had eyes and ears everywhere. The whole city was on alert. Reports had poured in from far and wide of the Israelite exit from Egypt. The parting of the Red Sea. The defeat of the Amorite kings Sihon and Og. He had no intention of allowing such mayhem to reign in his city. These spies hadn’t slipped in under the king’s radar. He knew they were there. He knew where they were. He was just giving them time to settle in, relax, and tip their hand.  

Apparently he felt Rahab’s lodging house was just the place for such activities. Everyone would have thought so. Marginalized originally by her gender alone, her career reputation only exacerbated the communities’ opinions. It was not a secret what the king believed was going on with the Israelites. He believed they were easy prey once they entered her door. So he sent his men to collect them, never once believing they wouldn’t be ensconced in her best room awaiting service. 

Oddly, they weren’t there. The exhaustive search came up empty. Every room. Every cupboard. Every closet. Nothing. Just like Rahab said. They must have missed it. Been looking elsewhere when the Israelites snuck out. Perhaps they went through a window, found a side door, slipped out among a group of other travelers. Whatever the case, they had an impressive head start. It would take effort to catch up to them, but they would. They would find them. Bring them back. Deliver them to the king. Be the first city to thwart the Israelite conquerors. They had to. Their lives depended on it. 

They never found them. Mostly because they hadn’t left. One should never judge a scarlet woman by her alleged career choice. Rahab was no one’s fool. She couldn’t be bought. She was intelligent. Wily. Inventive. Brave. She hadn’t fallen into frenzied distress when the king’s men knocked on her door. She hadn’t batted an eye as she urgently sent those soldiers on a wild goose chase. And she couldn’t afford to waver one iota as she began bartering with the men who now owed her their lives. It was time to play hardball.    

Meeting their eyes directly, Rahab laid out what she knew, what she’d done, and what she wanted in return.  She knew who they were and why they had come. They weren’t average travelers. They had no interest in tourism. They were not inclined to make use of her proffered goods. They were spies, plain and simple. Scoping out Jericho. Weighing the obstacles. Measuring the opposition. The city was firmly in their sights. Destruction was coming. 

She wasn’t interested in hanging about for the inevitable onslaught. As much as she loved her city, she didn’t want to go down with the town. She wanted a future, a life. Not just for herself, but for her parents, her siblings, and all who were in their house. She wanted safety. For all of them. Her bargain read that way. She had saved them. They owed her. She required a pledge of surety in exchange for her continued asylum, ingenuity, and safe escape.

They had to give it. The woman wasn’t wrong. They owed her. Israel owed her. And she wasn’t really asking much. Safety when their marauding horde came calling. They could do that. But there had to be parameters. They couldn’t promise to search every crevice and hidey-hole in town looking for extended family before their swords became active. They couldn’t deliver a calling card two days prior. It would be impossible to send up a signal in time. The family would need to assemble now. The house would have to be immediately marked. The woman would have to keep their secret. And, when the time came, this woman who liked to manage situations herself, would have to sit in her house and trust men she didn’t know to keep a promise held together by spit and a handshake. The bargain must read as follows, “Tie the cord. Gather your family. Keep our secret. Trust us.” 

Even as she made the vow, Rahab had to know the final promise would be the hardest to keep. Tying a scarlet cord in the window was easy. Gathering her family would be simple. Holding her tongue required minimal effort when her life depended on silence. But trust them? It was huge. A herculean task for a woman in her occupation. She was not just a lodgekeeper. She was a harlot. A scarlet woman. A prostitute. Her knowledge might be lacking in many arenas, but she knew men. From experience, she knew they were prone to deceit. Often dishonorable. Rarely trustworthy. Her jaundiced opinion of the opposite sex nearly had her pulling back her hand, pulling out of the deal. Her limited options gave her no choice. She had to agree if she wanted to live. She had to make the deal and hope her faith wasn’t sorely misplaced. 

A line of concern must have creased Rahab’s brow as those men slipped out her window and down the wall into the darkness. Her stomach must have twisted with anxiety as she obediently tied that scarlet cord in the window of her home. Questions surely bombarded her mind. What if she’d just been played? What if they were as sneaky as their storied battle tactics? What if they forgot or denied their promise? Worse yet, what if they had never meant to keep it? What if they were just as untrustworthy as she knew most men to be? Had they looked at her, an unworthy roadhouse harlot, and deemed her dispensable, their mission more important than her life? Only time would tell. 

She had more of it than she thought. Time, that is. Fearing an immediate attack, she’d tied the scarlet cord as soon as the men slipped out of sight. She’d gathered her family and households as quickly as possible, telling them only what she had to tell for them to stay. She’d been quiet. Even when the soldiers pursuing the men came back empty-handed and cast suspicious glances in her direction, she’d held her tongue. And she’d been waiting. They had all been waiting. She thought they would be here by now. (Joshua 2)

The Israelites were nowhere in sight. They were busy with other endeavors. Crossing the Jordan. Laying memorial stones. Engaging in a second circumcision. A number of days must have passed before they finally settled within sight of Jericho. Long days. Hard days. Not just for the Israelites. For Rahab. (Joshua 3-5)

Anxiously waiting for her faith to become sight, Rahab’s heart was taking a beating. Every day she gazed out the window past the scarlet cord to see if her rescue was coming. Every day she tuned out the noise of the inn to listen for the sound of battle. Every day her eyes were met with scrub brush and sand, her ears heard only silence. Every day she wondered if her faith was hopelessly misplaced. Yet she never moved the cord, never sent her family home, never spilled the secret. She never gave up. No. Rahab always kept the faith. 

Why? Because her faith wasn’t placed in the shallow men of earth. It was firmly placed in the grand God of Heaven who she knew in her heart to be Lord of the entire universe. She’d already decided who she trusted. She had already cast her lot on God’s side. When things got rocky and it seemed like maybe those men wouldn’t come through, when the evil one whispered she’d never get out of Jericho alive, when the first moan of that battle horn sounded and she hadn’t yet been rescued, Rahab didn’t panic one bit. She kept the faith! She knew she could.  Because Rahab’s faith wasn’t in those spies or their promise. Her faith was in the God who always keeps His promises. And He did. (Joshua 2:11-14; 6:17)

When the rams’ horns sounded their mournful wail announcing the impending doom of Jericho, Rahab had not one worry. As the parade surrounded the city for the seventh time on the seventh day, she felt no fear. She was covered. Just like the Israelites who painted their door frames with the scarlet blood of the sacrificial lamb to save the members of their household from the plague of death, the scarlet cord in Rahab’s window saved everyone in her house. No matter who they were, where they came from, or what their past entailed. It didn’t matter. Everyone inside the house laden with scarlet was saved. Every. Single. One.(Exodus 12:13-28; Joshua 6:22-25; Hebrews 11:31; James 2:25)

You can be too. No matter what twists and turns you’ve taken to get to the place you currently are, regardless who says what about you or what you think of yourself, the scarlet blood of the Sacrificial Lamb of Calvary flows down to save every soul destined for destruction. You. Me. Everyone. It proves that the great God who keeps the earth spinning in space, is not too busy to keep His promises. It proves that every soul who comes in faith believing God will keep His word, will not walk away drooping in disappointment. It proves that, when God promised redemption, a rescue, a ransom for every hopeless, hellbent soul, He wasn’t just shaking hands and kissing babies. The blood of Calvary proves you can trust Him to keep His word. Every. Single. Time. (John 3:16; II Corinthians 5:15; Romans 4:21; Hebrews 10:23)

So. Do you? Do you trust Him? Really trust Him to rescue your disastrous life from destruction? Have you trusted Him enough to cast your messy soul into the scarlet, cleansing blood of the Sacrificial Lamb of Calvary?  Are the doorposts of your heart painted scarlet in testament to the cleansing work of Jesus Christ? Is a scarlet cord of faith hanging in the window of your soul? Do you trust Him? Really trust Him?  Is your faith in the finite, fallible, failing words of earthly men? Or is it firmly resting in the infinite, infallible, unfailing Lord who is God in heaven and on earth? (Psalm 103:4; Psalm 118:8; Hebrews 13:8; Jeremiah 17:7; Revelation 22:7)

They were quite a motley crew marching across the land heralded by the continual wailing cry of the rams’ horns. Brawny warriors, fully arrayed in battle gear, boldly led the procession. Sunlight glinted off hilts and blades of freshly cleaned weaponry. Inscrutable faces set like stone gave no indication of their plan. The silent lines of their lips were firmly closed as if they knew that even a breath of verbiage would alter the outcome of their battle. 

Behind them came the noisy lot. Priests. Seven of them. Unspeaking but not silent. Their hands cupped rams’ horns. Their lips pressed to the tips. Every effort engaged in creating the deep, earthy, moaning sound currently echoing through the hillsides. Constantly. It didn’t stop. Not from the moment the shoe of the first warrior hit the ground marching. It cried continually. An obvious battle cry. An announcement of reckoning. A warning of destruction for enemies. A promise of safety to Rahab. A statement of victory before any battle had ever begun. Israel was coming.

 And their God was coming with them. He was among them. Living. Dwelling. Leading. Doubters had simply to look at the oncoming procession to see the stark reality. Quiet priests followed the noisy ones. Hands and shoulders bent to the task of transportation. Sunlight sparkled and glittered off their precious cargo. It would be Israel’s ark. The presence of their God who traveled with them, went before them, fought their battles, and granted victory. The sight was unsettling, its silent presence a loud pronouncement of what was to come. Without one raised sword, Israel had already signed the termination of Jericho’s earthly lease. If the horns were a warning, the ark was a sign. Destruction was coming.  

Yet the strange parade wasn’t finished. More men marched behind the ark. More warriors. More polished weapons hanging at their sides. More solemn faces. More silent lips. Their thudding footsteps echoed beneath the now strident call of the horns. Forward they came to walk a full circle around the city walls and head back to their own encampment. As far as declarations of war went, it was by far the strangest those watching from the wall had ever seen. So far off from the usual ambushments of the day, the warriors inside Jericho began to have second thoughts, reassess their security measures. Perhaps they didn’t need to worry after all. 

The city was a veritable fortress. Tiers of stone walls effectively closing out the outside world. Gates shut and locked. Citizens and travelers trapped within. No one could enter. No one could leave. No one thought they needed to do so. Surely they were safe inside the formidable walls of Jericho. They were prepared to endure isolation. At least for a time. Certainly for as long as the Israelites needed to determine if they were going to launch an assault or not. They simply had to obey the rules. Keep the gates tightly closed. No one in. No one out. Keep a weather eye on the parading Israelites. It should be easy.  

Except it wasn’t. This was like nothing they had seen before. Their silent siege went on longer than anyone imagined it could. Six days the Israelites had formed the same parade and done the same walk. From their camp to Jericho, around the city walls, back to home base. Only the sound of rams horns accompanied them. No threats had been issued. No spears had been lifted. No missives of negotiation had been launched over the wall. This was a type of warfare they had never seen, had no idea how to combat. They were trained and prepared and skilled for vicious, brutal physical battles. But this? No training could ever have prepared the men of Jericho to fight off a parade.

It would have been much easier if there had been some chit-chat between the non-musical priests. Some conversation on which to eavesdrop. Snippets of news to take back to the king. They would have known how to respond appropriately if the leading warriors had tossed up some snide remarks or shook a spear at a watching guard. They had their own arsenal of inflaming words and each was quite eager to show off his agility with a spear. A strategy could have been intelligently formed if, in response to their own hurled insults, the rearguard had offered up some venomous verbiage of their own. But the silence was deafening. And bewildering. What army announces its arrival into battle with raucous noise, makes no verbal utterances while circling its enemy, then trails back the way it came without lobbing a stone? How do you even fight an enemy like that? Is it still a battle if one side is silently refusing to use their weapons? 

It absolutely is. The hardest battle you will ever fight. The one where you practice complete obedience to your Commanding Officer. The battle in which you choose to exhibit self-control. The choice to bite your tongue when it is teeming with responses and excuses, deflections and comebacks, accusations and barbs. The battle to speak only the words God says to speak in the moment He says to speak them. The battle to control your tongue. (Proverbs 23:21)

As amazed as I am that the walls of Jericho fell flat without a dropping missile or exploding bomb, I am even more amazed that a horde of people marched twelve times around a city in complete silence. No one said anything. Not. One. Word. No warrior complained about the absurdity of carrying his weapons with no intention of engaging. No trumpeter dropped his horn to bemoan his lack of breath. No priest laden with the ark of the covenant cried out a need to rest. No one griped about the blister their sandal was causing. No one exclaimed over an ankle twisted on an obnoxious rock. Not one rearguard soldier waxed eloquent concerning the looks of the ladies within Jericho’s walls. No. With the exception of the resounding rams’ horns, utter silence reigned. Why? Because God said so. (Joshua 6)

Well. That’s right there, isn’t it? Right in that spot we are all inhabiting. The place where our words are racing and leaping over one another attempting to find the most express route from our brains to our lips. The place where we listen the least. The place where the outcome of our choice is determined. Silent victory. Speaking defeat. The same place the Israelites were. Had just one person chosen to whisper just one word as they made the fifth trek around Jericho’s walls, the outcome would most certainly be different. It was imperative for them to obey God. It was imperative for them to stay silent. Until it was time to speak. (Joshua 6:16; Psalm 141:3; Romans 2:6-8; Luke 11:28)

Then let it rip! Shout! Scream! Holler! Praise! Lift up your voice to the God who is rewarding your obedience, your silence. Exalt in God who brought you to this place of hard-earned victory. Shout about your God and watch the walls fall down, your enemies crumble before your eyes. The silent obedience was excruciating, but the jubilant shout of victory is worth it. Every moment of biting your tongue. Every day of marching in silence through blisters and turned ankles. Every second of waiting for God to say, “Shout!” Controlling their tongues was absolutely worth it! 

In a world where we are encouraged to speak our minds, share our opinions, spout our alleged wisdom, score social points, and straighten our own crowns, we need to remember Jesus’ warnings about our words. He said we need to watch them. Watch your mouth. Guard your tongue. Measure your words. Because your words are measuring you, telling the world what is stored in your heart. Good. Evil. Hatred. Love. Fear. Peace. Whatever is there comes out in every careless conversation, every private discussion, every public debate. And it determines your victory. (Matthew 12:33-37; Psalm 19:14; Ecclesiastes 10:11-14; James 3; Matthew 15:18)

It is impossible to imagine the disappointment had the Israelites marched around Jericho for 6 days only to have someone prematurely whisper a word on the seventh and alter the course of their battle. It is equally impossible to imagine the moment when we stand before God and give account for every word we have ever spoken. Kind words. Careless words. Lying words. Honest words. Words that break down. Words that build up. Yet we will do so. Every single word will be accounted for. Every single time God said, “Keep silent,” yet we chose to speak. Every time He said, “Speak,” yet we chose to keep silent. Every response to every moment of potential obedience will be brought to light. How will you fare on that day? (Proverbs 18:21; Matthew 12:36; Proverbs 13:3; I Thessalonians 5:11; James 1:26)

Perhaps it’s time to make some changes. Time to weigh your words. Time to check your tongue. Time to stop spreading your opinion. Time to pause before you respond to accusations, character assassinations, and blatant lies. Time to ask God for His timing and His words. Time to keep silent and let Him fight your battles. Time to let Him win. Time to wildly shout, extravagantly celebrate, reverently worship your God for the victory wrought by silent obedience to Him. (Psalm 39:1; Proverbs 15:28; Colossians 4:6; Psalm 71:24; Psalm 60:12; Psalm 20:5-7; I Samuel 15:22)

Our youngest daughter has quite an impressive green thumb with flowers. Perhaps it is her love for the final results, her unmitigated delight over the beauty of fully blooming marigolds and dahlias, violas and pansies, begonias and geraniums. She has planted all of the above (and a few others) somewhere on our property. Nearly every available pot, bed, and planter is filled with her obvious joy in the glorious riot of color they add to the landscape. 

It was this joy that had her heart leaping, her eyes dancing as we entered the garden department of a local home improvement store and heard the words, “Everything on these two racks is free. Take it straight to your car.” A thousand oxen couldn’t have pulled her away from those racks. Careful to leave some for others, we filled our hands with her choices. Two decent-looking begonias. A handful of salvageable dahlias. And an entire flat of quickly dying violas. 

Reviving them was going to be a monumental task. Especially those violas. They had only a few blossoms, a little green foliage, and a liberal amount of shriveling brown leaves. So incredibly sad looking were those plants, I felt it necessary to warn her they might not make it. Her efforts might be all for naught. She was undeterred. She believed they could be revived.  

Unfortunately, it rained heavily for the next couple of days. Weather unfit for planting anything. The violas sat in the garage an extra day or two with no sunlight. They looked sadder still. Hope for their survival diminished. When the weather lightened, she planted those flowers. Mixing special potting soil with older soil, she carefully set the plants and filled the dirt around them. Then she watered them. Not with plain water from the garden hose. No. She mixed multiple watering cans of plant food and water, walked all around the house and gardens, and fed all her plants–flourishing or dying–water that would keep them alive and cause them to grow and blossom and bloom in a gorgeous display of resurrection. 

Only one of those dying plants succumbed. The rest survived. Flourished. Grew. Blossomed. Bloomed. Until the deer came. Under the cover of darkness, in spite of the abundant grass and hay growing on our property, the deer came in and ate nearly all the flowers off a large pot of violas. The other pots were next. We did everything we could. Replanting. Watering. Feeding. Hanging flash tape. Setting out marigolds. Walking the dog around the property to spread her scent. Nothing really seemed to work. 

The deer continue to visit. Nightly they arrive in the back pasture innocuously grazing on the tall grasses. When complete darkness falls and the humans and canines inhabiting the house sleep, they venture closer to eat the plants sitting by the porch. It is discouraging, yet still she faithfully works. Water. Plant food. Patience. Hope. Some days she feels frustrated, but never throws in the towel, never uproots the plant to toss it in the bin. No. She just keeps doing what she knows to do and leaves the rest to the Master Gardener.    

It’s a good thing, too. As easy as it would be to worry and fret about those deer, she would gain nothing for the effort. She’d lose the sleep she needs to gain the energy it takes to persevere in faithfully cultivating plants that flourish. She’d look at neighboring gardens with higher fences and more menacing dogs and find herself enviously comparing their efforts and results with her own. She’d grow angry and frustrated at the alleged waste of her time and may be tempted to stop working, stop trying, stop being faithful. She’d do all the things she shouldn’t do if she wants her gardens–both physical and spiritual–to grow successfully. I know this because the Psalmist said so.

Earlier this month, I read the words of Psalm 37:1-9. It was not the first time I’ve read them. Not even the first time this year. I’ve read them three times in the past twelve months. I’ve underscored parts of them. Apparently, it took some shriveled-up plants and a tenacious teen to teach me what God was trying to say through David all along. Don’t fret. Don’t worry. Don’t look around you at what is going on in society or at people who prosper through evil means, and allow envy, frustration, and anger to build. Don’t get distracted by the things of the world. Focus on God. Cultivate faithfulness. 

The Bible translation I am currently reading literally translates Psalm 37:3 with those words. “Cultivate faithfulness.” Work at it. Plant it. Water it. Nurture it. Encourage it. Grow it. Faithfulness doesn’t happen overnight. Some days it might not happen at all. So get up the next day and work at it some more. Don’t stop. Don’t give up. Don’t look around and measure yourself by your neighbor, your pastor, your mentor, your friend. Keep your nose in your own garden. Weed it. Tend it. Carefully, constantly cultivate faithfulness to Jesus Christ alone. (II Corinthians 10:12)

It will not be easy. There will always be something to draw you aside. Something you wish you had. Something you wish you could do. Some blessing someone else received that causes a twinge of envy. Some days you will question why evil so frequently trumps good. You might be tempted to give it a go yourself. Your wandering gaze will encourage your heart to fret over the present, worry over the future, be angry, upset, and agitated with the earthly success of evildoers. Stop it. Stop looking around. That’s not your job. (Proverbs 23:17, 24:19;   

Your job is to cultivate faithfulness. Your job is to do what you know is right to do and leave everything else in the capable hands of the Master Gardener. Trust Him. Trust the Lord even when it seems safer to trust something you can see and touch and manipulate. Trust Him enough to purposely do good. Always. Even when no one else is doing it. Especially when no one else is doing it. Commit all your ways to Him. Everything. Past. Present. Future. Give it all to Him. Keep your meddling hands to yourself! Trust doesn’t take things back. It leaves them alone. It believes that He will do what is in your best interest. Always. It delights itself in pleasing God. So settle in. Rest in Him. Be patient. Allow yourself to dwell where God has placed you, put down roots, and determinedly work every day to cultivate faithfulness to the One who never fails to be faithful and true. (Psalm 37:1-9, 16-19, 27-28,34; Proverbs 3:5-6; Isaiah 12:2, 26:3; Psalm 9:10; Psalm 33:4)

It will be worth it. Immensely! Amazingly! Overwhelmingly worth it! The constant tending and nurturing will keep your soul alive in every storm of temptation, make it thrive in a world of spiritual dryness and death, and flourish when it seems like only evil wins. It will keep your gaze Heavenward amid the world’s theatrics. It will keep your life rooted and grounded in soil you can trust to strengthen and feed your soul no matter what comes. Peace louder than chaos. Faith stronger than fear. Focused faithfulness to the God who has never let His people down. (Proverbs 4:23; Matthew 12:35; Matthew 7:24-27; Psalm 91:14-15; Joshua 21:45)

There are hanging pots of petunias gently swinging in the breeze outside my window as I write this. By the back porch steps sit planters of thriving marigolds and salvia. Near the raspberry patch stands an old wooden wagon filled with snapdragons and marigolds. Around the front porch light and in front of the woodshed violas and dahlias and begonias dance in the breeze. Indoors is my tired, but happy daughter. Her hard work, her faithfulness has come to fruition. Against the odds, in spite of relentless rain, marauding deer, a recent bout of ridiculous heat, and myriad other frustrations and annoyances, her consistency has paid off.  It has all been worth it. Every moment of concern and irritation. Every ounce of energy. Every hour of tending and cultivating has culminated in the beautiful riot of blooms visible from nearly every window of our home. Her time and effort have unequivocally been worth it.

Yours will be too. As you spend time cultivating faithfulness in trusting and resting in Christ, your soul will become a peaceful, beautiful paradise. A safe haven from the raging weirdness of the world. A calm refuge from the storms of life. Your heart, your mind, your soul will rest, completely rest, in the peace of Christ that surpasses all comprehension of man. And, when things go pear-shaped–and they will–that faithful trust in the God who never fails will be rewarded as He preserves your soul from all evil. He will sustain you. He will delight in you. He will hold your hand. He will help you, deliver you, strengthen you. He will never allow your steps to slip. You can trust Him. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. His response to your faithfulness will never change. So settle down, settle in. Rest in God. Trust Him. In the big things. In the small things. In everything. Practice faithfulness. Grow it. Cultivate it…and leave everything else to Him! (Psalm 37:17,23-24,28, 31, 39-40; Psalm 121; Hebrews 13:8; Psalm 46:1)