It was late by the time darkness fully blanketed the Judean hillside. The black satin of the night sky stretched peacefully above them, a handful of glittering stars shining from its billowy depth. The bleating of ewes calling their lambs had finally quieted as they were reunited to bed down for the night. Shepherds, worn from a day of caring for sheep, slouched against trees attempting to catch a few moments rest before their watch began. Others, already on watch duty, milled about the perimeter of the meadow, senses finely tuned for any nocturnal hunter looking for an easy meal. They were all on guard. They knew their surroundings, the dangers, the pitfalls of underestimation. They knew the sounds of night in the hills, soft footfalls of creeping lions, snuffling sounds of rooting bears. They were prepared for every event. Nothing could catch them by surprise. Nothing except a choir of angels.
As the quiet settled in, the sheep slept and shepherds dozed, that black curtain of star-studded sky rolled back to reveal the light of God’s glory and an announcing angel. Their expressions must certainly have revealed the extent of their terrified surprise since the angel’s first words were, “Don’t be afraid!” They couldn’t believe their eyes! An angel had come out of the heavens! And he was speaking. To them. They had to focus. The angel had news they absolutely did not want to miss. The long-awaited, thought-not-to-be-coming Messiah had finally been born! In their town! They could see Him! The angel even gave them directions to His stable. In their astonished state, no one even realized the Baby should be in a house, not a stable!
Before comprehension could fully dawn, the glowing hole in the sky produced a chorus of angels descending from Heaven, performing a concert of glorious music, declaring, “Glory to God! Peace on Earth! Goodwill to all men!” The shepherds, still frozen in silent awe from the arrival of one angel, watched in amazement as the Heavenly choir joyously sang their anthem. As the final notes of the majestic score faded away, the angels disappeared back up into the night sky, just as they had come. Silence again fell over the darkened hillside. The stars twinkled. The sheep slept. The shepherds couldn’t. They had somewhere to be.
Racing down out of the hills, leaving their flocks behind, they rushed into Bethlehem. Once there, they found the account true. Every. Single. Word. It was just as the angel said. In a stable, cradled in a feedbox, wrapped up in strips of cloth, lay a baby. It was all true! Jesus, the long-awaited, much-discussed, Messiah had finally arrived. For a few moments, they stood soaking in the joy and awe of that momentous occasion, reveling in the beauty of His presence, awestruck that a handful of lowly shepherds should be given the blessing of faith becoming sight.
They couldn’t stay there. They had somewhere to be. Leaving Heaven’s baby to sleep in peace, they set out toward their meadow. It took a while to get back. They had a story to tell. Silence wasn’t an option! Everyone needed to hear this sky-splitting news! Friends. Family. Enemies. The beggar on the corner. Everyone! And, as the fingers of sunlight peeked over the edge of the Judean hillside, those shepherds returned to their sheep still worshipping, praising, glorifying God for the nighttime notification that the culmination of hundreds of years of hopes and dreams had, at long last, arrived. (Luke 2:8-20)
The Shepherds weren’t the only ones looking for the Messiah. Scholars from the East were also looking for Him. As they studied the skies, a specific star caught their attention. Was it new? Did it shine brighter? Had it moved? I wonder how long it took them to realize it was the star of the long-ago prophesied Messiah. Were they, too, filled with excited amazement that the prophecies had been correct? Whatever they felt, they knew one thing–they had to see Him. They needed to see this miracle Christ-child. They longed to experience His presence. They wanted to worship at His feet.
With a weather eye on that star, they loaded up their camels and set off to find the promised Child. Arriving in Jerusalem, they thought surely He would be there, but they found nothing. No one seemed to know anything except what the ancient texts said. Jesus would be born in Bethlehem. So to Bethlehem they went. As they crested a hill looking over the town, houses spilled out before them. Streets bustled with people, fairly teemed with children. How do you find a child in a town full of children? Simple. You follow His star.
That star they had been watching and following for so long finally stopped moving, settling above one specific house. Overjoyed to have arrived, nervously anticipating the pinnacle of their journey, they knock on the door. I wonder if they held their breath, waiting to see who answered. Did it come rushing out in one big blast as their eyes beheld exactly who they believed they would find? The Christ-child they had read about. He was there. Immediately they fell to their knees and worshipped Him. I’m sure they had a million questions. Things they wished they knew. Answers they wished they had. They didn’t ask. All they did was worship. (Matthew 2:1-12)
As often as I’ve read and heard these accounts, this year I find myself struck by the realization that not one person–not a shepherd, not a wise man, not Simeon or Anna in the Temple–not one person, made any requests of the Messiah. The shepherds didn’t ask that their sheep be safe since they had so irresponsibly left them alone. The Wisemen didn’t ask for more wisdom or safe journeying home. Simeon and Anna didn’t ask for certain favors, make dying requests, or look for special prophecies. Everyone who met Jesus reacted with praise and glory to God. They were simply blessed beyond measure to be in His presence. It was gift enough.
Conviction strikes deeply as I ponder this fact and compare it to how we approach God today. How little time we spend in adoration and worship. How infrequently we spend time basking in His presence. How short we are on time for God, how long on time for personal pursuits. We start our prayers with a quick “thank-you”, then rush on with a litany of wants and needs and wishes. Essentially we put ourselves above God. Our things, our desires, our progress. Gratitude takes a back burner. Praise is added as insurance God will do the next thing we ask. Unashamed for our rude ungratefulness, we press forward with our selfishness, disregarding His awesomeness. Clearly, we have forgotten in whose presence we stand.
It appears we need the same eye-opening refresher course God gave Job. Out of a whirlwind, the thundering voice of God breaks through the prattle of Job and his alleged mourners. God poses some serious questions. Questions about the dimensions of the earth, how the ocean knows where to stop, who tells the sun when to shine, where the snow is stored, or if they have visited the storehouse of hail. Do you know those answers? Have you measured the earth? Can you make things happen? (Job 38-39) Well, can you?
Can you ride the clouds or walk on wind? God does. Do you give animals instruction on how to build their homes, find their food, or birth their young? No? God does. Does all creation wait for you, rely on you for their food, their breath, their very lives? No? Not your skillset? Above your paygrade? Of course it is! Only the King of Kings, the Master of the Universe, the Creator who doesn’t faint or grow weary does all these things. You are completely impotent without Him. (Psalm 104; Colossians 1:17; John 15:5; Isaiah 40:28) Yet we treat Him like He needs us. Our self-importance has overshadowed His all-importance. We have sacrificed His presence and asked only for His presents.
I don’t know how we’ve gotten so far off track. I don’t know how we’ve managed to imagine we can separate God’s power from His presence. I don’t understand how we can so desire His power to work on our behalf, to grant our wants and whims, yet be so loath to experience His presence. Not me. I want His presence. I want to live in it. Bask in it. I want the awestruck experience the shepherds had that night so long ago as they stood beside a roughly hewn manger in a smelly stable, staring at a scrawny newborn wrapped in rags. I want the adoring adulation of the scholars as they fell before the Child they had worked so hard to find. I, too, want to be enamored by simply being in His glorious presence. No presents required. Just the blessing of His presence.
This is my hope for you, too. As you sing the carols, listen to the accounts of Jesus’ birth, and celebrate the season, I hope you take time to find something more. I hope you discover the awe of the shepherds. I hope you uncover the adoration of the scholars. I hope you take time to remember in whose presence you stand. I hope you desire Him more than the list of presents for which you pray. Most of all, I hope that, no matter how many gaudily wrapped packages you find under your tree, the greatest gift you unwrap this Christmas is the present of His presence.