Jesus Isn't Decaf (By Naomi Meyers)

They were doing so well. The inspiring words of their fearless leader echoed in their ears even after he had departed for his mountaintop business meeting. They had listened intently to his guidance, referred often to the words Moses had written down. They weren’t just Moses’ words, they were the laws and commandments God had given them. Commands with promise. Promises that God would fight for them. He would deliver them. They would be victorious. (Exodus 23:20-33) Who wouldn’t obey commands that came with such great rewards? 

At first they were fastidious. Their dedication was relentless. Time went by. Days. Weeks. They hadn’t expected him to be gone so long. Every day they watched that mountain, thinking this would surely be the day Moses came back to lead them to the Promised Land. Every day they were disappointed. Their hope began to waver. Questions started to flit through their minds. Questions born of boredom, anxiety, irritation. 

Who would do a thing like this? Who would lead a group of people out into a wilderness under the pretense of leading them to a land of perfection, then leave them alone? What kind of person makes others wholly dependent on their leadership, then abandons them? Had they traded food and housing in Egypt (albeit as slaves) for certain death in an unfamiliar wilderness? Had they been duped? Was Moses even going to come back? 

 It had been weeks since Moses deserted them to go up the mountain and talk to God. What if he got up there and reneged on the leadership contract? What if he changed his mind? Maybe he found a way down off the back of that mountain and escaped to claim the land of milk and honey for himself? He didn’t seem the type to run away since he’d led them this far, but what if their complaining, arguing, and whining had worn his patience thin? Would it really be a big surprise if he’d run away?

But what if he hadn’t run away? At what point should they start worrying? Worrying Moses had met with an unfortunate accident. Worrying he had encountered a ravenous wild animal or sneaky serpent. Wondering how to find their way out of this mess if he didn’t turn up. No one wanted to set up housekeeping here. This was clearly not the land of plenty they’d been sold before leaving Egypt. Where was Moses anyway? He was supposed to be leading this expedition. Why hadn’t he come back? What was taking so long up on that mountain?

They were tired of waiting. Tired of being in one place. Tired of feeling like idiots for following a guy who rescued them only to abandon them to death in the wilderness. At least they had been busy in Egypt while waiting for their rescue. This waiting was getting tedious. They were bored. They were restless. They needed something to do, something exciting. They needed a party. Food, fun, fellowship. 

So they approached Aaron with their gripes and grievances. The waiting was driving everyone crazy. Moses was gone, either dead or defected. They wanted a new leader. They want someone to follow, something to worship, a place to cast their emaciated faith. He listened. Perhaps he secretly agreed. Perhaps Aaron, too, had lost the fervency he felt when he heard Moses preach that last sermon. It has been a while since he heard a sermon. In a moment of weakness possibly spurred by idle waiting, Aaron came up with a plan. Taking donations of all the gold jewelry the people could find, he tossed it all in a melting pot and, if Aaron’s very interesting account is to be believed, out popped a golden calf. (Exodus 32:24) 

The people were elated. There would be a festival! Something to plan. Something to do. Something to celebrate. Something to help them forget that deserter, Moses. Something to take their minds off their doubts and questions. Something that dulled the memory of their miraculous deliverance from slavery. Something that made them forget the vow they had made to keep God’s commandments. (Exodus 24:3,7) Something less. Something earthly. Something sin. 

And party they did! Sacrifices. Eating. Drinking. Dancing. Playing. It was everything they wanted, everything they thought they needed. They had made their own fabulous land, if only for a day. Maybe they called it “blooming where they were planted.” Maybe they called it being positive. Maybe they called it a morale builder. Whatever they called it, God looked down on that disastrous celebration, saw their idol and their broken vow to obey all His commands, and God called it sin. (Exodus 32:1-24)

It is easy to read the story of the children of Israel worshipping the golden calf and shake our heads in disbelief. We wonder how they could get so far off course when they had been the recipients of such amazing miraculous efforts. We question their lost devotion. We shake our heads in dismay that they would choose an inanimate, inactive god over the highly active, deeply effective God who had worked tirelessly on their behalf. We sigh at the conundrum. We would surely never do anything so silly. 

Or would we? For thousands of years we have been hearing Jesus’ teachings, reading our Bibles, listening to sermons, learning His commands. We know them well. We have heard them often. We have read and heard and believed that Jesus is coming back to earth to catch up those who follow Him and transport them to Heaven. We’ve heard it preached. We’ve read the passages. We know they are true. When we read about Jesus’ return or hear an inspiring sermon expounding on Heaven’s glory, our resolve to follow God and obey His commands is concrete. We follow Him with fervent dedication. We accept nothing less than the fullness of His presence. 

Sadly, it hasn’t lasted. We’ve all read the stories, heard the sermons of how Jesus will return to earth someday. He said He’d go prepare a place for us and then come back to get us. (John 14:3) It’s been a long time since He spoke those words. We’ve been waiting a while. At first we were attentive, watching, waiting, working for God. Over time we’ve lost our fervor. We’ve gotten distracted, swept away by the changes society has made. Drawn aside by the desires of our human hearts, we’ve idolized earthly gain and minimized Heaven’s business. We are modern-day Israelites wandering around in a spiritual wilderness, failing to keep the commandments we swore we’d keep, whining because there is nothing to entertain us while we wait for the rapture. 

We are the servants of the parable in Luke 19, blessed with gifts from God to be used for furthering His kingdom. He has gone away and left us with one command, “Work for me until I return.” (Luke 19:13) One would think we could manage to obey. It is with heaviness of heart I read this passage and know many of us have not followed this command. We have gotten caught up in our lives, our situations, our desires, buried our God-given talents, and sought ways to pass the time until either death or the rapture catches us up. We have failed to be about the Father’s business. We call it living our lives. God calls it sin. 

God’s people are not called to padded church pews and sermons that stir our emotions but don’t change our hearts. We are not called to concert-style worship that doesn’t call us out and induce in us an urgent desire to follow Jesus. We are not called to minister only when time permits or funds are available. We are not called to be convenience Christians. We are called to be consistent Christians. Day in and day out. Easy or difficult. Popular or not. We are called to consistently serve God until Jesus comes back.

But brace yourself, engaging in the work of Heaven might not look the way you think it will. There’s a misconception that working for God is preaching, teaching, singing, and foreign missions. Maybe for some. Not for everyone. Maybe Heaven’s business looks more like occupying while you wait. Maybe it’s a lifestyle, not a career. Maybe it looks identical to the list in Romans 12:9-21. Be an authentic, diligent, fervent God follower, guarding against sin in all its forms. Love others–fellow believers and those who are not. Rejoice. Endure. Pray. Constantly pray. Persistently pray. Don’t stop praying. Be kind, humble, honorable, peaceable. Don’t let the evil, ugly attitudes and ideas of the world tarnish your soul. Represent Jesus Christ in every part of your life so every soul you greet also meets the Water of Life flowing from your heart to theirs. Urgently live out Jesus Christ every minute of every day as if the moment of His appearing will occur with your next breath. (I Timothy 4:14) Love God. Follow God. Live like it. 

Jesus is coming back someday. The Bible says it, so we know it is true. (John 14:3) We don’t know when. We aren’t supposed to know. The Bible says that too. (Matthew 24:36) What we do know is this, before Jesus went away He commanded us, “Be about the Father’s business while you wait for me to come back.” (Luke 19:13) Don’t sleep. Don’t be idle. Be vigilant. Be busy. Occupy every waiting hour with Heavenly business. When a million voices from the world call and try to drag your attention away, remember this–Jesus is coming. When He does, will He find you partying and celebrating the things of the world or will He find you occupied with Heaven’s business while you wait?

In loving memory of Reverend Ray, husband, father, grandfather, pastor, friend, Jesus follower, hope whisperer.

It has been 13 years since my sweet Grandfather passed away. It took me years to accept the fact he was gone. He was wonderful. I have beautiful memories of him. His goofy jokes. How much he loved to chat. The way his eyes crinkled at the edges when he smiled are forever etched in my memory. The echoes of his scratchy singing voice belting out a hymn will forever resound in my ears. He loved to sing. He loved his grandchildren. He loved his God. 

We used to spend time at his house in the summers when we made the trek East. It was an old home with oddly shaped rooms. The living room was cluttered, too much furniture in a too-small room, more long and narrow than is generally useful for conversation. A couch and multiple chairs were split up by various end tables and lamps. The tables were littered with all manner of religious reading material. Magazines, pamphlets, books, Bibles. At the far end of the room was an old upright piano. It wasn’t always completely in tune. There was music to choose from, mostly hymnals with an occasional piece of sheet music thrown in. The piano bench was often my seat. It wasn’t a hardship. 

Always happy to play from books I didn’t have at home, I’d sit and flip through pages until I found something I hadn’t heard for a while or was a favorite hymn. Grandpa would sit in his easy chair, perusing his reading material. Sometimes he’d just listen. Sometimes he’d hum along. He’d ask what I was playing if he didn’t recognize it. Eventually, his request would come, “Can you play “Whispering Hope”? 

I could, in fact, play “Whispering Hope”. I did not enjoy it. The music did not lend itself well to added trills and runs. I found it boring. I played it every time. I would never deny him the pleasure of those simple notes. Often, he’d come either to stand behind or sit on the bench beside me as I played. If he managed to stay silent for a few measures, it was infrequent. By at least the first chorus, his scratchy voice would join the tinny notes from the not tuned piano as he sang the words of what was apparently one of his favorite songs, “Whispering hope…”.

It has never been my favorite, yet, from time to time, I find myself singing the words of that same song. Maybe I liked it better than I thought. Maybe I need to remember to listen to words of hope whispered to my soul. Maybe I’m more like Grandpa than I realized. I must be. I picked up another of his habits. One I love. One that takes me back to a million places and leads me to the One Source I need most. A habit that regularly has me whispering, “Jesus, help us.” 

Grandpa used to whisper those words all the time. Pouring milk on his breakfast cereal. Dropping into a chair to read the newspaper. Sitting still in contemplation. Always, “Jesus, help us.” Admittedly, it seemed odd. Fixing breakfast cereal required no special aid. He needed no assistance sitting down. It took me years to realize, Grandpa was whispering hope. Hope in the God who had never let him down. Hope in the only safe place to cast his faith. Hope when situations seemed out of control. Hope for everything that troubled his heart or threatened his peace. Hope in God, whispered in the words, “Jesus, help us.” (Psalm 42)

Today I find myself desperately needing that same hope. As the storms of life beat on my soul, I often find myself lost for words and whispering, “Jesus, help us.” My energy is sapped, my ingenuity is tapped, my ability is eclipsed, yet still, I know my Source of hope is overflowing. My faith is not misguided. My trust is not misplaced. My hope comes from God, the Creator of Heaven and earth. His power is limitless. His unfailing love is forever. In my abject weakness, I scrape together my meager strength and whisper the only words I can think to speak, “Jesus, help us.” I have found it is enough. 

Like the Canaanite woman who came to Jesus, continually crying out to him, hoping he would save her daughter, I continually cry out in hope for my children. (Matthew 15:21-28) Hope that my children will walk in truth. (III John 1:4) Hope they always choose Jesus even when it is unpopular. Hope that they remember all the things I’ve tried to instill in them, the lessons I’ve taught, the verses they have memorized, the ones I’ve prayed over them. (Deuteronomy 6:5-9) Hope that they grow up to be strong God followers who never depart from His ways. (Proverbs 22:6)

Reading the words of Daniel as he cries out in hope for salvation and restoration for wandering Israel, I see the parallel of our world today. We, too, have rebelled and turned from God. We have not listened to solid preaching. We have not adhered to sound doctrine. In the midst of the chaos brought about by our own wayward hearts, I hopefully cry, “Jesus, help us,” (Daniel 9:4-19) It is all I can do. I cannot choose spiritual life over death for others. (Romans 6:23) I cannot mitigate the pull of the world on the soul that chooses to be distracted. (I John 2:15) But I can cry out in hope for the lost around me. It is all I can do. It is enough.  

When I watch the listless worship on Sunday and it feels as if all the hope has been sucked out of the church, I whisper my hope again. Hope that our God-following is more than skin deep. (Matthew 23:25-28) Hope that the church will straighten its spine and stand up for true godliness. Hope that it doesn’t fall prey to adding or subtracting from God’s Word. (Jude 1:3) Hope that our pastors will preach truth and truth alone. (II Timothy 4:2) Hope that the church of God will be the church of God! (Colossians 1:18)

In the middle of enormous trials that test my faith to its very limits, when my spirit is so broken the words to pray won’t come, burgeoning hope within me still whispers, “Jesus, help us.” Hope that brings strength into my situation. (Romans 5:5) Hope that comes from the God of the universe, the God who holds all things together. (Psalm 121:1; Colossians 1:16-17) Hope in the God who has proven He is always near, always on time, always watching over me. (Hebrews 13:5; Ecclesiastes 3:11; Psalm 34:15) Hope in my God. The God who rides a cloud to come to my aid, Who is my dwelling place, Who holds me in His everlasting arms. (Deuteronomy 33:26-27) That’s my God. That’s my Hope. My heart cries, “Jesus, help us.” It is always more than enough. 

I don’t know your situation right now. I don’t know where you are in life. Maybe you feel hopeless right now. When you dare to look out the window of your soul the storm clouds are so dark, so threatening, so insurmountable you can’t imagine how you’ll ever make it through. I may not know what has brought you to this place, but I do know this, God is close to those who are brokenhearted. He listens to the minimal words you are able to squeeze past the lump in your throat from the threatening tears. He hears the whispered hope of your heart. And God delivers. (Psalm 34:15, 17-19) 

Still skeptical? Ask Hannah. Desperate and broken over her inability to conceive, she bundles her hope into driving tears and whispered anguish. She stands, convulsing in sobs, quietly praying in the temple, begging God to bring her hope to life. Eli, the priest, thought she was drunk. She wasn’t. She was pouring out her hope to God. Hope that didn’t go unanswered. God remembered Hannah. He sent her a son. A son born from a sprig of hope springing out of a desolate, ravaged, broken heart that dared to gather the last vestiges of hope and whisper for help. It was enough. (I Samuel 1) 

So many of us are right there with Hannah. Broken, ravaged hearts nearly devoid of hope. Things have been going wrong so often. The outlook is terrifying. It feels like we haven’t had a win in forever. We are tired. We are frazzled. We feel defeated. We need Grandpa, his song, and his whispered words of hope. Hope that carried him through a crippling stroke, through Grandma losing her battle with cancer, through trials I didn’t begin to understand until much later in life. Hope in God who never fails. Whispers of hope through the brightest days and the darkest nights. Always. “Jesus, help us.” 

No matter where you find yourself, no matter what life has handed you, no matter how hard the evil one is beating on your soul, from the bottom of your beleaguered heart, whisper out your hope. Hope in the God who is always by your side. Hope in the faithful promises of the God who has never failed His people. Hope that transcends the fury of every storm. “Jesus, help us.” May you find He is more than enough. (Zephaniah 3:17; Joshua 21:45)

I grew up in dresses. We wore them all the time. Gardening, hiking, sledding, biking. I’m a firm believer that one can do almost anything in a dress. I’ve done a lot of things that way. Climbing trees, jumping fences, playing volleyball…especially climbing trees. I had quite an affinity for climbing trees. Preferably the big, old, welcoming willow out back with its sweeping, vine-like branches nearly touching the ground. There weren’t a lot of other good climbing trees. Pine trees aren’t climber friendly. Fruit trees aren’t for climbing. Except the young cherry tree beside the house. 

I shouldn’t have climbed that tree. Really. I shouldn’t have. I should have used a ladder. I thought there were cherries at the top. I have an affinity for cherries. I was impatient. So I climbed the tree in my favorite, most comfortable, black calico dress with little pink flowers. I shouldn’t have done that. I should have known it would end badly. I should have known that even a tiny, little branch could keep my skirt from following me back down the tree. 

Which is exactly what happened. As I perched on the lowest branch of the tree, ready to make my exit, I checked my skirt to make sure it wasn’t caught on some nefarious branch. Apparently I didn’t check well enough. As I made the short jump from the tree to the ground, my skirt failed to completely follow. Some of it stayed up there. I yanked urgently. The skirt ripped. It was irreparable. The situation was unfortunate. I was empty-handed. There had been no fruit to pick. I had torn the dress but had nothing to show for it. 

The cherry tree incident reminds me of all the people in the Old Testament who tore their clothes to exhibit grief and angst. I can’t remember how many souls traded perfectly good clothing for shredded rags. Sinful? Tear your clothes. (I Kings 21:20-27) Sickness? Tear your clothes. (Leviticus 13:45) Sadness? Tear your clothes. (Genesis 37:34) I always wonder about that tearing. What was the point of such a violent outward act? It didn’t change their circumstances to run around in ruined clothing. It wasn’t the tearing of their robes that brought change. Only the rending of their hearts could do that. 

Remember Nineveh? Desperately wicked and woefully sinful, they had a horrible reputation. Jonah, the prophet God’s mercy called on to warn them of the coming devastation, was more inclined to book a room in the belly of a fish than go preach to such a savage, unsalvageable society. Fortunately for the Ninevites, Jonah did some soul searching down in that fish and, when his reservation there ended, he headed off to preach in Nineveh. On his first day of the three-day journey through the city, Jonah began to warn them of the wrath to come, delivering an eviction notice that read “40 days”. (Jonah 1-3)

The men of Nineveh took immediate action. Following suit with all those before them, they did the first thing everyone in the Old Testament seems to do when faced with God’s judgment–changed their garments. When the message reached Nineveh’s king, he immediately commanded all people and animals to wear sackcloth and fast. But that wasn’t all. He added the element that would actually save them, the only element that would save them. “Stop sinning and cry out to God.” (Jonah 3:8) By royal decree, stop doing evil and repent so perhaps God would see them as better than Sodom and Gomorrah, that God would relent and save them from His wrath. (Jonah 3:4-9)

I wonder at the sackcloth and ashes. I wonder why everyone seems to believe those are the things that will save them. “Change your outward appearance,” they say. “Look penitent,” they cry. Why? That has no effect on God. Neither of those things made God turn his wrath aside. No. God heard their heart-rending cries, looked on the inside of their dirty, sinful hearts, and saw true repentance and turning from evil. It was the repentance that changed things. It was the rending of their hearts that brought the reward. (Jonah 3:10) 

It is the same for us. We can put on an act of repentance, use the right words, but if our hearts are still harboring sin, we’ve missed the brief. We have missed the message the Prophet Joel so vigorously cried out, “Stop tearing your clothes and tear the evil from your hearts instead.” (Joel 2:12-13) Empty your hearts before God. Let God empty them for you. Be honest about the evil infesting your heart and come back to God in rending, repentance, reconsecration. Tearing your clothes means nothing. Rending your heart means everything. Because God isn’t interested in how you look on the outside. God cares only what your heart looks like. (I Samuel 16:7)

It is always only the rending of our hearts that brings about the desired change. We tend to think it isn’t so. We seem to think God looks at us and judges us like we judge those around us. We have some silly notion that God looks down and sees the spotlessly dressed, perfectly coiffed, paragon of virtue we show everyone else–and that He believes the pretense. He doesn’t. He’s not looking at the brand name of your handbag or the cut of your jeans. He’s not judging His children on how they present themselves in public. No. God is judging His children on what is in their hearts. 

And let’s be honest, what’s in our hearts isn’t always that great. There’s a bunch of stuff in there. Crammed down deep under a layer of superficial love, is a layer of anger that’s been breeding hate. Maybe there’s a touch of bitterness over a real or imagined slight that tries to rear its head every now and again. There’s some pride, unforgiveness, ill will. We know we should rend our hearts, but instead, we push it down, dress ourselves up, say all the right phrases, quote all the right Scriptures, and keep going like nothing is wrong.  

Everything is wrong. We’ve quit rending our hearts. We’ve quit falling down before God at an altar, a living room chair, beside our beds and crying out, “Search me, Lord, know my heart! Tell me what you find offensive. Change me.” (Psalm 139:23-24) The truth is, we don’t want to be searched. We already know what’s down there. Searching would be uncomfortable. We have monumental dislike for the results. We don’t want to change. 

We desperately need to change. We urgently need to rend our hearts. We need the results of God’s searching. Our homes, our workplaces, our churches, our world, need the change that comes when we throw ourselves before God and cry out for a clean heart. (Psalm 51:10) A heart that has nothing to hide. A heart that is guiltless, sinless, and blameless before the great Judge of the universe. A heart that is broken by its sin and humble in its repentance is the only thing God asks. (Psalm 51:16-17)

I hope we respond. In spite of the discomfort, no matter what God finds, I hope we rend our hearts. I hope we become a people so in tune with God that our hearts are constantly open before Him, that nothing ever has a moment to fester, no spot of bitterness springs up and troubles us. (Hebrews 12:15) I want us to reap the reward. I want us to enjoy the showers of blessings. Showers of God’s love and mercy and grace. But there’s only one way to get them, rending our hearts in repentance, returning, and renewal. It might be unpleasant. There might be some hard moments. It will be worth it. True rending that leads to repentance brings a reward of lasting righteousness and peace. (Hebrews 12:11) May we rend our hearts and find the reward is worth the rending.

There are several things I find wanting from the evolving American church of today. Hymns. Altar services. Prayer meetings. I deeply miss prayer meetings. Real ones. Not the civilized, polite, pre-written prayers quietly uttered in a hushed room before the sermon or at service dismissal. I miss the prayer meetings of 30 years ago. Heart-wrenching, gut-twisting, soul-changing prayers cried out in one accord for repentance, revival, and renewal, altering the course of lives for time and eternity. I miss those prayer services. 

I can still picture the gathering of prayer warriors around church and camp meeting altars. Just as I can hear the four-part harmony of “Amazing Grace” echoing through the camp tabernacle, I hear the mild roar of saints calling on the God they knew could do above and beyond anything they could ask or think. (Jeremiah 33:3) I can see the ladies gathered in my great-aunt’s living room for Sunday afternoon prayer. I still hear their voices raised in praise, penitence, and petition to the God who promised to hear when we call. (Jeremiah 29:12-13) I can picture the faces of pastors agonizing over their flocks. Indelibly etched in my memory is the image of my Dad, kneeling beside the pulpit of a little basement church in Montana, tears flowing, voice broken, crying out with his whole being words from Isaiah 64:1, “Oh, that thou wouldest rend the heavens and come down!” I miss those times. I miss those prayers. I miss the results. 

As much as we needed those results then, we need them even more today. It takes only a glimpse of news to recognize our society for the morally bankrupt, spiritually desolate place it has become. God’s words, spoken through the weeping prophet Jeremiah, echo down to us in a  resounding proclamation applicable to our day, possibly more so than the day in which they were spoken, “God’s people have traded the power and presence and glory of God to go and worship idols.” (Jeremiah 2:11) It is true. This is us. We are happy to play at being followers of God, but we aren’t serious about it. We idolize our things, our fun, our lives too much. We enjoy our power and status. We fail to realize that true power comes from bowing low at Jesus’ feet.  

We don’t bow there anymore. We pray on the run, asking God for a list of things we want, a miracle we’d like to see, but the plight of our souls never crosses our lips. We have quit begging God to rend the heavens and come down. We don’t really want Him here. We don’t accept His authority. We don’t like His rules. We don’t want His will.  We don’t want to make changes in our lives that might set us apart from the world. We want to live just as close to the world as possible, yet still claim Heaven. We don’t want our willfully ignorant bubble burst by God’s words, God’s plans, God’s will. We are content with our form of godliness. We want nothing more. (II Timothy 3:1-5)

 It shows. Both in our lives and our churches. It is evident in our lackluster singing. It is obvious in our non-existent praise. It is unmistakable in our lethargic prayers. It is indisputable in our ungodly lives. As we chase down our own opinions, desires, and ideas, we embody the words of Jeremiah 3:3, “The showers haven’t come, the spring rain has been withheld, because you continue in your sin and feel you need not be ashamed.” How long will we keep going this way? How long can we continue without a reformation?

October 31, 1517, must have been an amazing day. I can only imagine how it felt to actually watch Martin Luther nail his Ninety-Five Theses to the door of Castle Church in Wittenberg, Germany, forever altering the course of Christendom. I can only guess how it felt for him as he stood in the Diet of Worms defending the beliefs he knew to be true. Beliefs that were based on the authority of Scripture as God’s infallible Word, and the absolute knowledge that justification from sin comes only through repentance and faith in Christ’s work on the cross, not from good works. You can’t work your way into Heaven. No one on earth can forgive sins. You can’t buy advance tickets, box seats, or special dispensations. Only Jesus’ blood and righteousness can get you there. Not one of those truths has changed over the last 500 years. 

We act like they have. We live like the Ten Commandments are negotiable unless they fit our purpose. There appears to be some deep-seated idea that God doesn’t mean what He inspired all those people to write. (II Peter 1:21) We treat the Bible like the produce section of the grocery store. Feeling, squeezing,  smelling, and judging. Taking only what we like and leaving the rest. We have clearly forgotten that the mark of a true follower of God is keeping His commandments with a heart happy to do so. (I John 5:3; Isaiah 64:5) 

Like the 16th century church, we desperately need a reformation. We need change. Like Jeremiah’s audience, we need to go back to the ancient paths. Go back to following God. Go back to doing what we know is right. (Jeremiah 6:16) The true church of Christ is withering and dying. We need to do something. But what? Would a list of grievances tacked to the church door bring revival? Not likely. Would a blazing sermon on eternal damnation bring people rushing back to God? Doubtful. So how do we do it? How do we make change happen? How do we bring spiritual reformation, rejuvenation to a society so happy to speak Jesus with their mouths but reject Him with their lives? 

It’s time for prayer meeting. It’s time to beg God to intervene. It’s time to intercede for heaven rending help from the God whose saving hand isn’t shortened, whose hearing isn’t dull. (Isaiah 59:1) It’s time to pray. There is nothing else we can do. No amount of preaching, proselytizing, or prophesying can accomplish what prayer can. When the people of God come humbly before Him in repentance and reformation, seeking His face continually, earnestly, urgently, God answers. (II Chronicles 7:14) Prayer is the best we can do. Prayer is all we can do. It is all we need. 

Over the last year or so it seems I’ve seen beloved saints pass on to their eternal reward with alarming frequency. Saints who knew how to touch Heaven in prayer. With each report of their passing, my heart has questioned, “Who will pray for us now? Who will stand in the gap? Who will hold the line? Who will keep the faith? Who will show us how to follow God wholeheartedly?” More sobering is the fact that, as each saint has crossed the golden threshold, they have handed back a baton. A baton labeled “old paths”. A baton labeled “prayer”. A baton and a battle cry, “Lord, rend the heavens and come down!” 

Frightening realization grips me as I gaze in the mirror and know with certainty those batons have been handed to me, to you. We shouldn’t be surprised. We are. As the old guard passes, the new guard must take their place. And we are the new guard. Their batons rest firmly in our hands. It is our responsibility to pray, to seek the face of God. It is our responsibility to stand in the gap, keep the faith, and live like it. It is our responsibility to raise the battle cry, “Lord, rend the heavens and come down!”

As terrified as I am to ask, I find myself duty-bound to do so. What are we doing with those batons?  Have we grasped them firmly like the God-given responsibility they are and prayed like we haven’t prayed in years? Are we inspiring our children to follow God, not just in actions, but to bombard Heaven with their prayers? Will they grow up remembering prayer meetings? Or are we so wrapped up in our lives, our jobs, our friends, our fun that we can take only a few minutes to pray? Are we too distracted to seek the Lord? Are our churches too busy for prayer meetings? Are we simply too lazy, too complacent, too apathetic to cry out the words, “Oh, that thou wouldest rend the heavens and come down”? Do we even care if He does?

My heart is shattered to think we don’t. Crushed to think we have so distanced ourselves from the power of prayer that we are not starving for an outpouring of God’s spirit, sweeping change into our families, our churches, our society, our world. My soul weeps because we care more about the things of the world, its pleasures and passions, than imploring God to send His spirit flowing among us. I am broken that the cry of our selfish hearts is more prevalent than the repentant cry for renewal, revival, reformation. I am troubled that we take it so lightly because I know, in the depths of my soul, that rending the Heavens is our only hope. 

Knowing that, I feel compelled to ask, what are you doing with your baton? Have you laid it aside, mislaid it? Did you fail to take it seriously? Do you realize the future of your children, your church, your country rests in passing that baton? Maybe you have no memories of prayer meetings from days gone by. Maybe you’ve never knelt before God and cried out to Him in desperation, believing what He said He would do. (Romans 4:21) This is your moment. This is your opportunity to weed through the meaningless drivel and wasted moments of your life, toss out the things that mean so much less than the presence of God, and take time to fall before Him in prayer. This is your time to join the saints who have gone before us, the saints who are soon to cross, and those who are currently carrying the baton of prayer and boldly cry out, “Oh, that thou wouldest rend the heavens and come down!” This cry is the best thing we can do. Prayer is all we can do. Rending the heavens is our only hope. (Hebrews 4:16)

Being the parents of four children, my husband and I have heard nearly every excuse in the book. When they were little, their excuses were fantastic! George, the former imaginary friend of child number 3, has shouldered the blame for more than his share of very imaginative offenses. As the children aged, the excuses became much less inventive and lost all their humor. They weren’t thinking. They forgot. Someone else started the fracas. Their brother dared them to do it. A friend said it was a good idea. Everyone else is doing it, saying it, wearing it, watching it. Sigh.

Thankfully, my children aren’t the inventors of excuses. Adam and Eve showed amazing proclivity for excusing themselves too.  We wonder why they put themselves in a position to need an excuse. Their life seems so simple. The answers appear easy and obvious. If you live in a perfect, peaceful garden replete with every conceivable resource and only one rule, why break it? Seriously. It’s one tree. 

And what was Eve doing loitering around that tree anyway? Was she admiring its beauty? Wondering at its forbidden status? Wishing she could taste just one exquisite fruit? What was she doing hanging about when temptation was out? And temptation was certainly out. The serpent, lurking nearby, strolls up and conversationally leads Eve straight into sin.  

The serpent’s question was rhetorical, he didn’t need an answer. He knew God had commanded them to leave that tree alone. The serpent snorts in derision. Then, weaving his web of evil deceit, he entices Eve to eat with a series of promises that sound golden but reverberate with doom. You won’t die. You’ll be wise. You will know good from evil, just like God does. And Eve, taken in by the lyrical hiss of his voice and the human desire to drift, wanders down the primrose path. She eats the fruit, gives some to Adam, and alters humanity for eternity. 

The fruit takes effect. Adam and Eve find themselves aware of things they were blissfully unaware of before. It’s unsettling. Racked with the guilt of their disobedience and knowing everything is laid bare before God, they hide when He comes to the garden to visit. He calls them. They don’t come running. Instead, Adam calls back from behind an enormous, blossoming rhododendron. They were hiding. They were afraid. They had sinned. They were naked.

Nothing catches God by surprise. He knew all of this, yet still He came to visit, to chat, to walk with them. He could have come up with a million excuses not to come. He knew what they had done. They had disobeyed. They had sinned. He still came. He asks questions, offering the opportunity to confess their sins. Who told them they were naked? Did they disobey the rule? Did they eat of the tree they were told to avoid? Double yes. Neither Adam nor Eve actually answers the question directly. They just start flinging excuses. Reasons to hide. Reasons to be afraid. Reasons not to come out and walk with God.  

Adam blames Eve. She’s weak. She gave in to temptation. She pressed him to eat. Surely it is all Eve’s fault! Eve blames the serpent. He tricked her. He lied. It is all the serpent’s fault. Their excuses aren’t hard to imagine. We use similar ones. We can identify with their fear, their urge to hide. It is terrifying to stand before the great God of the universe, Creator of land, sea, and space, omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent Lord and admit our guilt, our failures, our sin. Excuses and hiding are easy. Facing God in the middle of our mess is not. The same fear that hounded Adam and Eve chases us down too. (Genesis 3:1-13)

We shouldn’t let it. We have nothing to fear. The fear that makes you hide when God calls you is unnecessary. The excuses you have drummed up are superfluous. God is the God of forgiveness. God already knows your sin, your heart, yet still He calls. He knows the ugliness within, the damage sin has caused, yet still He wants to walk with you. He knows the serpent has fed you a bundle of lies wrapped up like a beautiful fruit, yet still He longs to be your friend, to be in relationship with you. There’s a litany of excuses God could use to drop us and leave us alone. He doesn’t. Regardless who you are, where you are, or the unclean condition of your soul, He comes to visit you. 

Ask the leper in Luke 5. Abandoned by friends and family, his life is effectively over. No one wants to be around him. According to Levitical law, no one is allowed to be around him. If someone so much as heads in his direction, he is required to yell, “Unclean!” (Leviticus 13) But Jesus came through town. He ignores the cries of, “Unclean!” He doesn’t look at the deformed hand, the missing ear, the ugly skin. Jesus doesn’t see any of that. Ignoring Levitical law, He reaches out, lays His hands on the leper, and says, “Be clean.” Jesus could have made a million excuses to ignore that leper, he could have used the law as a way to escape the ugliness, but He didn’t. Because Jesus wants to be friends with ugly worthless humanity. (Luke 5:12-13)

It’s what He has always wanted. Zaccheus will attest to that. Doomed by his own greed, hiding up in a tree, he never expected Jesus to call his name. But He did. Jesus could have made a million excuses to ignore the little guy in the tree. There were a lot of people. Zaccheus was small. He had other people to see, heal, help. Jesus didn’t make one excuse. He changed Zaccheus’ life. Because Jesus came to seek and save the lost. (Luke 19:1-10) 

The woman at the well in Samaria never dreamed a Jewish man would speak to or engage her in conversation, especially if he knew her past indiscretions and current lifestyle. Jesus did more than speak. He changed her life. A life others deemed worthless, wasted. He could have made a million excuses to get up and walk away. She was a Samaritan. They didn’t associate. Her life was ridiculously messy. He stayed to talk. Because Jesus came to offer salvation to sinners. (John 4:4-26; Luke 5:32) 

The Biblical accounts go on and on. Jesus was constantly seeking to create friendships with sinners. The cross didn’t stop His calling. The grave couldn’t muffle His voice. Today, He sits at the right hand of God making intercession for us. (Romans 8:34) Hoping we won’t harden our hearts. Hoping we will hear His voice. (Hebrews 3:15) Hoping we will choose rich, beneficial friendship with Jesus over cheap, superficial friendship with the world. (Proverbs 18:24; James 4:4) He doesn’t have to do that. He could make a million excuses to forget about us. We have forgotten Him. Our busyness has pushed Him aside, edged Him out. We have hidden from His call. Like the parable of the rich fool, we get up early and stay up late worshipping at the altar of material things, but we ignore the most important thing–friendship with Jesus. (Luke 12: 13-21; Psalm 127:2) He knows it all, yet still He calls. 

I don’t know where you are hiding right now. I don’t know your excuses. I do know you don’t need either one. You simply need to listen. Jesus is calling. Calling you away from the sin that bogs you down. Calling you from the questionable haunts, the undesirable hangouts. Calling you from the bitterness, jealousy, anger of past rejections, confrontations, situations. Calling the complacent, the tired, the distracted. Calling you back to Him. Calling you to cast your cares, anxieties, burdens, sins on His shoulders, and find rest and peace in Jesus. (I Peter 5:7; John 14:27; Matthew 11:28-29)

So put down your excuses and come out of your hiding place. Whatever you look like, wherever you’ve been, wherever you are, or whatever you’ve done, Jesus is calling. He knows all about you, yet still He calls, offering forgiveness, freedom, and friendship. Jesus is calling. Hear His voice of love. Let your heart respond. Come meet the One who can tell you everything you’ve ever done, yet loves you still. I know. You could offer a million excuses not to come. Or you can come and find a million reasons to stay. (Isaiah 1:18; Lamentations 3: 22-23)